L Nature of Life

HOLIDAY

2011-12-29T18:44:00.002+08:00

Is holiday fever,

we happily celebrate,

but i believe balance of nature,

so here's the conclusion:

Is it right to death???

2010-12-28T13:58:00.002+08:00

AN elderly Taiwanese man allegedly put his ailing wife to death by pushing a screwdriver through her skull, weeks after he said on his blog he might kill her as an act of mercy.

Wang Ching-hsi, an 83-year-old former engineer, is suspected of giving his wife sleeping pills early Sunday and then killing her, the United Daily News and other papers said.

"Why I did this? It's all on my blog," Mr Wang told journalists while being taken away by Taipei police, according to footage shown on local television.

A blog entry dated December 5 which appeared to be Mr Wang's remained available today and detailed in candid terms how Mr Wang's 80-year-old wife, Sun Yuan-ping, had lost the will to live.

The blog entry said that she was suffering from Parkinson's disease and recently had broken her left leg.

"She is miserable," the blog said.

It referred to an agreement the couple had arrived at a decade ago "to die in peace", and quoted Mr Wang as telling his wife that "when the time comes, I will kill you".

After allegedly killing his wife, Mr Wang called the police to turn himself in and waited in his apartment for the officers to arrive, United Daily News said.

Euthanasia and the right to die has been a hotly debated topic in Taiwan in recent years.

In June, the cabinet passed draft regulations allowing terminally ill patients or their relatives to give up medical efforts that prolong suffering without preventing eventual death.

Is it right to die??

What can you see base on the true story above??

In ones opinion, that guy is a murderer.

But in another point of view, can this be an act of mercy to end the suffering??

Life is full of mystery, someone wants to life longer, someone wants to die.

But what if he or she are unable to attempt suicide and call someone else to help.

Will that man be charged for murder case?

Or should the Law add in an exception to killing with reasonable explanation??

What should we do about it?

Laws exist to eliminate chaos. But what if someones wants other to take their life?

What should we do about it?

CAR KEY

2010-12-27T21:29:00.004+08:00

one day... i was in deep sleep,
mom wake me,
start saying strange words,
like don't bang her car,
don't harm her car,
don't go far,
don't this don't that,
and... you can drive when they gone else where...O_O
serious??? wow? strange. this never happen.
i guess is temporary or joking or make me feel better??(she cheat me many times before)
I goes on with it. nothing happen.
then comes home alone day~~
GOT KEY!!!
walao.. so shock~
got key le, can hit the speed..XD
Feel so nice till forgot road..~.~
lucky getting smooth soon~
then come second thought, is it only this 3day??
Ok, car in one piece after 4 days,
no damage,
only thing is car burned..
er oil inside car actually..haha
So I go add oil.
first time,
the worker also laugh at me..><>
but she still warn, if she need then can't..
remain mystery for me driving alone, but i can predict is a yes??
YEAH~ i believe i can fly~~ i CAN FLY~

BIRTHDAY~

2010-12-17T19:59:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~ to you~
happy birthday~ TO YOU~
Lao po birthday today~~ but i got no present... sry..>.<' Decided buy something at time square, something nice. pop out my mind is umbrella and shirt~ then time square gsc give a good impression, so go again..XD But turn out go sing k. Never mind~ sing k is lao po favorite, I'll be there. I also like song, but singing..haha I back up singer type.. performance bad. But at least better than the first time where I didn't even sing. ear enjoy but mouth shut. consider it pass. XD second stop, movie!!! but time is not on our side. good point of view, more time to shop!XD Go lots and lots of shop, time square sure a place that will found nice dress and stuff~ brought A pair of shirt and a jeans, as present..(no need pay me)XD
Long wish umbrella found also~~
then suddenly decided go home late, go movie!!
2pm to 4 pm just ranged 2 hour,
but gsc traffic spoil so easily.. haiz..
but, next week sure replace back.. PROMISE!!
Happy birthday lao po~~~~~

CH 3day 2 night

2010-12-12T16:44:00.002+08:00

1st day...

Packed bad departed...
mom fobia old hill road make us turn big round use long road...
a simple 2~3 hour journey took us 4~5hour..
from morning till afternoon travelling..
then my biao ge church friend bring us to his tomato and vege farm~
we come at harvest time.. can see then pluck tomato n pack.
Their speed of packaging was like 100km/hour. seriously fast.
though cant get any video there..( classified)
the big boss is so generous until one box of vege that will be soon exported end up in our car.
Thanks uncle~~
he also bring us to lunch~
introduce many new dish.. was super nice.
one of the recommended dish was steel plate fish.
super nice.. i still have some memory of that shop although forgot take picture.
Will got second time.. who want to join? XD
then go lily apartment put stuff and rest~
night go steamboat for dinner.. that restaurant not using electricity,
but use charcoal.
quite nice, but thats all. quite nice..
go walk in pasar malam,
disaster!!!!
havent walk half way.. some aunty in our gang(dont want mention)
want go home...zzz
whats the fun if holiday like that.. stay in hotel better..~.~
Then 2nd day,
after eat bread go see some farm,
1st stop is a restaurant with a farm.
At first we only plan to go farm for a walk,
each pay RM1, then suddenly say want eat there,
so after walk see then eat,
as we go further in,
there's a sign say if eat there no need pay for farm visit,
and stated no re fund.
I got a feel like robbing us, but still,
we eat there. i can say not so nice to eat..~.~
then go visit rose garden,
rm4 per person,
quite ok sense the farm quite big,
with peacork, male and female,turkey and rabbit.
then got lots of different kind of flowers,
some unique but some being vandalized,
which is quite sad. ruin the trees,
still overall can view. there's decoration and statue also.
and a 'long kang' that got people throw coins
and wish for more return from a statue in front of that 'long kang'.
Typical Chinese i guess.
walk over, heads home,
as the road was new and main road,
one short journey took use 1 hour to go through,
all those stupid lorry just stop at middle of road to put loads down,
the road was like from my house to my school,
took 1 hour +just imagine...
then go mamak sit and wait all those aunty shop.
head home for a bath then go dinner.
This time is at Nyonya restaurant,
which is quite nice and cheap!
then plan to walk around.
Sadly, all of sudden, wind comes and chase us back to room and keep warm inside.
Never mind,
I on tv watch astro since i dont have 1 at home.
i watch this! XD
then last day,
so fast.~.~
Breakfast at UncleChowKopitiam,
the food is consider quite nice,
but whats attracting my family to that shop is that shop
get A in cleanliness and the boss is really good in pr.
Anyway, that kopitiam also got name,
any the main chief also got won some cooking competition.
They even reject some businessman offer of franchising the kopitiam to maintain quality and name.
Is already second time, will have third~
Then go church before head home.
cameron hiland church actually use red wine and bread loaf as holy communion.
and no host nor singer to guide them,
all 'self-service' type.
Saw a suitable song just sing out,
of course they introduce first the song.
after church heads home.
using old road really fast.
compare to coming which use 3~4hour,
going back to highway just took 1 hour.
but we stop by at melor to have lunch,
there famous for duck drumstick mee, but all order that i go order wantan mee.
feel so regrat.
sigh..
then rush shop buy some famous gai zhai biskut.
heads home~~.
picture coming soon. XP

Emm...

2010-11-13T16:28:00.008+08:00

I'm a lot better now...
healthy...
no stomachache~
all seems fine...
but.
My dar just went through a hard time... I can't help...
haiz~~ what should I do??
(light bulb)
got idea le~
be happy~~
think of me...XD

i cute leh~~XP
whenever u feel alone.. helpless.. dunwan think me never mind..
this this guy on pic..XD
i also should make a warning for myself...
emm...
1) exam don't fail
2)must pass
3)must get at least C
4)must above 40 marks
5) ngpa must 2.0++
6)cgpa must 2.0++
7)total mark must160++
8)hmm... think ltr...
if not... er... then not la...XD

er... i sleep la... tired~
ltr practice singing...
lol.. i sing..=P
quite hard sing heal the world.. i need help..T.T
just now doing physics... suckss..T.T
who cares?? holiday just about to start.. got plenty of time..
man man lai ba~~
sigh...
i'm not a guy who writes well..
bloging is like a challenge to me...
so blogging got tacknik?? teach me~~

by the way,
1 more day of school~~~ hooray~~~
1st day of holiday is movie time~~~ XD

Sick..

2010-11-03T17:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday morning...
not a good one..
i wake earlier... by a pain..
not really pain.. on scale 1 to 10.. i'll say 3..
i go toilet for awhile..
then i went back lob awhile...
pain again.. this time i'll say 6...
i called my mom...
then she drove me to hospital kl..
that journey took 1hour+...
and my pain grew to 7 or 8...
i have no energy...
i haven't eat or drink...
i can feel my mouth dry...
then reached... i sit on wheel chair..
and my mom go park her car..
that time nurse called me...
i'm in middle of hall..
unable to move...
other people and workers sit idle...
passing through me...
my pain gre to 10...
a indian aunty looked at me...
for quite a moment..
only come push me to counter...
waited for awhile... then my mom come...
that time was short... but i fell it very long...
then the doctor ask some very stupid question...
some not but most of it...yes...
then i get injection... 3 pain killers..
and got reaction..
allergic to one of it...
so get 1 more injection..
during that period i keep wanting to go toilet...
and the toilet is dirty like hell...
miraculously that time i don't care...
then i get injected 2 packed of water...
sitting on a chair like a prawn...
untill 11...
quite a long hour..
drinking water at same time...
as for breakfast... 1 small piece of egg bread..
as result.. i feel much better~~
come home eat something then go school~~
got practical today..
around 12 i done school office procedure..
walking up the stair i feel dizzy...
then started pain... degree 2~3..
i go toilet..
shitting blood out...
then times for practical..
not feeling too comfortable...
go toilet again...
shitting blood..
i looking my class doing practical...
can't help much...
till finish school...
go home eat porridge and toilet again..
pain start again... scale 5...
shitting blood..
mom took me to hospital again...
my pain going off...
nothing happen...
see doctor doctor seems to ignore..
but i'm well... who cares...
come home and all seems fine.. no blood no pain...
after eat also...
but mom don't let me go tuition..
i sleep early...
this morning... nothing big...
and can go tuition....
until after lunch...
feel a bit pain...
and keep going toilet...
mom don't want me go tuition again...
my pain keep growing...
for quite sometime only off..
and i still can feel some discomfort...
now having dinner...
hoping after this meal nothing happen...
because the trend of pain start after eat...
no idea why...
i've been drinking a lot of water..
no idea..

WooHoo~~

2010-10-31T20:36:00.023+08:00

Guess what happen today??
I and my lao po (XD) & Sam go cosplay event...
At Halloween Day~~~
Before going... haha.. chaos..
lets just say after 1 hour traveling,
arrived at Sunway University College~~
The venue not what I expected..but the University College really big!!
Rm10 entrance fee... I say ok la... not expensive not cheap..lol
Some cosplay really cool or cute...
but some... will laugh..(eg: big tummy)
Some picture~

First picture... DevilMayCry~~ Cool~~ I like it!!!

Menos..lol.. I didn't imagine someone cosplay this thing..
Yeah~~ bleach main character-Kurosaki Ichigo(sadly... he got big tummy.. geli..~.~)

suzumiya haruhi~~ funny show.. though.. I less watch this..XD
no idea what is this... lol

They looks enjoying..T.T

Sorry.. can't make it stand... he not wearing cosplay... but he drawing.. using pen and computer.. COOL~

cosplay sure have naruto character, heres two,
orochimaru and Kimimaro!!

one of my favorite~ Akaisuki group~
from left:kakuzu(guess),itachi(favorite XD),daidara,Pain,sasori,(two unknown),
tobi(below)
Missing:kisame,hidan,zetsu,conan
I saw Hidan somewhere but forgot take photo.. his weopon not so cool anyway..=P

bleach captain also wondering around.. but they doesn't look alike or makeup.. pity..

there's two most (can watch cosplay) lol...
we vote them~~~ although there are just visitor..XP
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boom dao.. this also got... Fake justin bieber

ok.. let's call it a day~~
after back...
go get yee sou yong tao fu~~
walk tesco then back blog...XD

Freak daysss...

2010-10-28T20:03:00.002+08:00

I juz got out of hell...
Maybe not...~.~

New headmaster...new headache...
worse come copycat teacher acting like him!!!
Then muet exam...
listening part is hell...
-hot
-technical error
-pressure
-fire....
then essay fainted..
exam really die...
fail...
if not... just passing line...T.T
exam was a mess...
after exam also mess..
what a life... as student...
then come money!!!
how I increase income???
I want a job!!!
today just go pizza hut...
don't know what the waiter get into...
attitude problem..
end up we get cheated...
~.~
get home finish up pending work..
plantation project...
just making hole eat up 2 hour...
because hole too small.. need plug a lot...
then soil is like crap...
i wonder how other people plant till so success??
time to rest...
pending a lot of stuff...
yawn~~~
but i need brush up my studies...
can't rest too much...
haha...
i say like this...
but don't know will do or not...
haiz...

After exam

2010-10-24T21:49:00.003+08:00

Yes yes yes!!!
no more exam!!!!
Free!!!
Time to enjoy~~~
Movie plan~~
Red box plan~~
Outdoor plan~~~
Holiday plan~~
Online plan~~
TV plan~~

And...

Study plan...
exam result excuse plan...
holiday homework plan...
tuition plan...
paperwork plan...

Haiz~~
Some say study is enjoying...
student is relax time..
But I feel like working better...
after work is really rest time...
no homework..
no tuition..
...
But on others opinion...
work was stress...
dealing with economic issue...
budget plan..
competition for jobs...
politics...

Ya ya...
this is life...
Nature of life~
So why not overcome it??
work hard work smart~
Aim to climb to the top...
and to another top...
over mountains~~
and the most important is not what's on the top..
but is the journey to the top~

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever
If you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am still holding on!….

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Or through all your aches and pains
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where’s the future’s heading
Nothings gonna bring me down
I jumped every bridge
I risked being safe but I always arise
I always arise

So here I am still holding on!…

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz
There’s nothing between you
And your dreams

With Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe…..
Yeah ….. There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

waves

2010-10-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

What to you do?
with a b.a. in english?
what is my life going to be?
four year of college.
with plenty of knowledge
have earn me this useless degree
i can't pay my bill yet
coz i have no skill yet
the world is a big scary place
but somehow i cant shake
the feeling i might make
a difference to the human race...

KATE MONSTER
Morning, Brian!

BRIAN
Hi, Kate Monster.

KATE MONSTER
How's life?

BRIAN
Disappointing!

KATE MONSTER
What's the matter?

BRIAN
The caterine company
laid me off.

KATE MONSTER
Oh, I'm sorry!

BRIAN
Me too! I mean, look at me!
I'm ten years out of college, and I
always thought -

KATE MONSTER
What?

BRIAN
No, it sounds stupid.

KATE MONSTER
Aww, come on!

BRIAN
When I was little
I thought I would be...

KATE MONSTER
What?

BRIAN
A big comedian
on late night TV
But now I'm thirty-two
And as you can see
I'm not

KATE MONSTER
Nope!

BRIAN
Oh Well,
It sucks to be me.

KATE MONSTER
Nooo.

BRIAN
It sucks to be me.

KATE MONSTER
No!

BRIAN
It sucks to be broke
and unemployed
and turning thirty-three.
It sucks to be me.

KATE MONSTER
Oh, you think your life sucks?

BRIAN
I think so.

KATE MONSTER
Your problems aren't so bad!
I'm kinda pretty
And pretty damn smart.

BRIAN
You are.

KATE MONSTER
Thanks!
I like romantic things
Like music and art.
And as you know
I have a gigantic heart
So why don't I have
A boyfriend?
Fuck!
It sucks to be me!

BRIAN
Me too.

KATE MONSTER
It sucks to be me.

BRIAN
It sucks to be me.
It sucks to be Brian...

KATE MONSTER
And Kate...

BRIAN
To not have a job!

KATE MONSTER
To not have a date!

BOTH
It sucks to be me.

BRIAN
Hey, ROd, Nicky, can you
settle something for us?
Do you have a second?

ROD
Ah, certainly.

KATE MONSTER
Whose life sucks more?
Brian's or mine?

NICKY AND ROD
Ours!

ROD
We live together.

NICKY
We're as close
As people can get.

ROD
We've been the best
of buddies...

NICKY
Ever since the
Day we met.

ROD
So he knows lots
Of ways to make me
Really upset.
Oh, every day is
An aggravation.

NICKY
Come on, that's
an exaggeration!

ROD
You leave your
clothes out.
You put your feet
On my chair.

NICKY
Oh yeah?
You do such anal
Things like ironing
Your underwear.

ROD
You make that very
Small apartment
We share a hell.

NICKY
So do you,
That's why I'm in hell too!

ROD
It sucks to be me!

NICKY
No, it sucks to be me!

KATE MONSTER
It sucks to be me!

BRIAN
It sucks to be me!

ALL
Is there anybody here
It doesn't suck to be?
It sucks to be me!

CHRISTMAS EVE
Why you all so happy?

NICKY
Becuase our lives suck!

CHRISTMAS EVE
Your lives suck?
I hearing you correctly? Ha!
I coming to this country
For opportunities.
Tried to work in
Korean deli
But I am Japanese.
But with hard work
I earn two Master's Degrees
In social work!
And now I a therapist!
But I have no clients
And I have an
Unemployed fiance'!
And we have lots
Of bills to pay!
It suck to be me!
It suck to be me!
I say it
Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-
Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-
Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-Sucka-
Suck!
It suck to be me!

PRINCETON
Excuse me?

BRIAN
Hey there.

PRINCETON
Sorry to bother you, but I'm
looking for a place to live.

CHRISTMAS EVE
Why you looking all
the way out here?

PRINCETON
Well, I started at Avenue A,
but so far everything is out
of my price range. But this
neighborhood looks a lot cheaper!
Oh, and look - a "For Rent" sign!

BRIAN
You need to talk to
the superintendent.
Let me get him.

PRINCETON
Great, thanks!

BRIAN
Yo, Gary!

GARY COLEMAN
I'm comin'! I'm comin'!

PRINCETON
Oh my God!
It's Gary Coleman!

GARY COLEMAN
Yes I am!
I'm Gary Coleman
From TV's
Diff'rent Strokes
I made a lotta money
That got stolen
By my folks!
Now I'm broke and
I'm the butt
Of everyone's jokes,
But I'm here -
The Superintendent!
On Avenue Q -

ALL
It sucks to be you.

KATE MONSTER
You win!

ALL
It sucks to be you.

BRIAN
I feel better now!

GARY COLEMAN
Try having people
stopping you to ask you
"What you talkin' 'bout, Willis?"
It gets old.

ALL
It sucks to be you
On Avenue Q
(Sucks to be me)
On Avenue Q
(Sucks to be you)
On Avenue Q
(Sucks to be us)
But not when
We're together.
We're together
Here on Avenue Q!
We live on Avenue Q!
Our friends do too!
'Til our dreams
Come true,
We live on Avenue Q!

PRINCETON
This is real life!

ALL
We live on Avenue Q!

NICKY
You're gonna love it!

ALL
We live on Avenue Q!

GARY COLEMAN
Here's your keys!

ALL
Welcome to Avenue Q!

Finally..

2010-10-15T21:03:00.004+08:00

first kira successive choir performance...
maybe because of ME.. haha...
after sing compliment keep come to me...^^

(imagine i solo!!)(no video)(XD)

I saw a sparrow lying
On the ground
A life I knew would
Soon be at an end

I knelt before her as she
Made a sound
And listened as she said
My friend

Take these wings
And learn to fly
To the highest mountain
In the sky

Take these eyes
And learn to see
Learn to see
All the things
So dear to me

Take this song
And learn to sing
Fill your voice
With all the joys of spring
Take this heart
And set it free
Let it fly
(let it fly, let it fly)
Beyond the sea

I found another
sparrow in the sand
I tiny bird whose life has
Just begun

I picked him up and
Held him in my hand
And whispered in his ear
My son

Take these wings
And learn to fly
To the highest mountain
In the sky

Take these eyes
And learn to see
Learn to see
All the things
So dear to me

Take this song
And learn to sing
Fill your voice
With all the joys of spring
Take this heart
And set it free
Let it fly
(let it fly, let it fly)
Beyond the sea
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ok ok.. is team performance plus experience plus practice..
not like last time.. this prove that on-the-spot..not so good after all..
hopefully this not apply in exam... XP
cause i got a bad habit. XD
only 5 subject only ma..
pa??
>>use natural instinct la...
muet??
>>emm... arr... laaa...eeee...ehhhh....
ki??
>>coleus..don't die!!!
fz??
>>i know i know.. principle of conservation of LOVE
math??
>>1+1=田！！

wet wet water!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aiyo...
failure is success punya mother ma!!!!!

oi boy!! work a bit hard la~..
Gambatae~
going study la.. blog?? i let u REST awhile first~..XD
Gambatae.. all my classmate~~
and you too~~^^

TODAY~~ crazy jor..

2010-10-08T15:26:00.004+08:00

gardening... no need blog la.. got link!!XD

http://tong-lai.blogspot.com/2010/10/gardening.html *HELP ADVERTISING^^

ok la.. blog.. i know u miss me..
so i come to you now...
shhhh.... i'm about to blog...
ling gan come to me~~
kick~ kick come~~
yea~ yea~
ok lets start~
1 more week till exam...
so I need revision le...
hardworking.. come to me~~~
come~~ come~~
i can feel it~~
yeah baby~~~ yo~ yo~
plan starts tomorrow!!!!
lets go group study~~
study bbq first...
then study public relation!!!
sounds tough...
but i will master it!!!
so for now..
plan for tomorrow big plan~
big big plan~~
on computer to find info~
later go nap to recharge power!
than digest with mix rice~~
after digesting go cool down~~
after that need do some calculation..
then add in physical theory and do chemical experiment...
till finally hit!!

is a song.. ^^
name: crazy bloggie

life

2010-10-02T07:23:00.000+08:00

the more close someone is.. the more bad they saw...
the more bad someone is....the more change is needed...
the slower the changes are..the harder is to maintain...
but..don't give up..maintain it..
patient is always the best way of success..
forgiveness comes second...
there might be more rain to comes...
but don't count...because this is life...
got up got down...
done so much from that day till now...
why give up?? is a treasure..
keep it well...
i'm not average guy..
i learn slow..
called noob...
fed up.. can..but don't avoid and end it..
endure together...
sorry for mistake..
but thanks for a new life..
new blog.. new day...
new breath..
hopefully.. new me..new us...=)

yesterday is past...tomorrow yet to come...but presence are present!~

holiday!!!

2010-09-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

remember today is what day??
is HOLIDAY!!!!
so is time to celebrate!!!
start with dumping homework on the table in a mess.
then on computer and online.
later see tv+ eat junk food.
tomorrow go lawyat red box.
why not do homework??
because...
our tuition teacher said so!!!
..but..
he added if do need do his homework..
haiz.. holiday also need do homework..
now nearing end of holiday..
i still chasing homework..
just now doing physics.. and..
found out my PCrE very weak..
help~~T.T

No idea what's happening...

2010-07-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

don't know why I suddenly have the feel to post a blog...
I was reading people blog.. being geh poh, (get experience also..XD)
I heard a song... but that blog doesn't have a player.. o.O
Then the feelings come...
quite meaningful...(*expecially for you)

If I had to live my life without you near me
Days would all be empty
And nights would seem so long
With you I see forever wrote so clearly
Might have been in love before
But never felt this strong

My dreams are young we both know
To take us to where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing's going to change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Love will lead the way for once
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
But be just the way you are

Come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing's going to change my love for you

Nothing's going to change my love for you
You already know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing's going to change my love for you

I just got one thing to say is... It's not just a lyric..
Is a lyric with meanings,
that's why I always prefer old song,
all seems related and nice to listen..^^
*(but not too old type)
Now I know why my dad still listening to old old songs,
they got meanings, whole lots of!
Anyway, hopefully,
someone get it.. =)

Tomorrow, I'm going for a trip to visits,
well, I'm not so good hearted actually,
just that I don't want to waste money!
But think again... Memory come back again..
just now in facebook have a small chat with old friend..
suddenly doesn't seems old...weird feelings..
Then again, looking forward to meet back old buddies~
Going early~ because suddenly tuition cut in...~.~
Join me~~^^ I know you will.=)

2010-07-06T16:50:00.001+08:00

烦!!!

T.T

2010-06-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

1+2+3+4+5+6+7+8+9#^%;"{:}{>}}>}{:>}^%&%>:><{}?>[...
this is math...
and what is the use of math??
make people crazy...
example... mathematician,
numbers all their life,
when you say 'hi' to them,
they will say...'6280'
then you will call '999'
why? because a psycho just run out of hospital...
conclusion: don't study math!!

Post~

2010-04-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

what to post???
let's see...
hi~~~
i'm lee~
a male,
have a sister,
living a routine life.. o.o
i love activities~~~~
either use brain or muscle,
or hang out and have some fun...
but my mom very noisy...
that how its goes...
now i have nothing to do..
date me~~~
emm.. i being ask a question..
short hair or long hair??
for me... they're just hair..
i used to prefer long hair..
but seems short is more grown up...
but still... long hair short hair also can..
because got hair ok jor...
won't be shocked.. o.O
but don't simply cut..
later get heart attack...
then someone will need to be responsible!!
another thing.. am i cute??
my notice get spamed because people say i'm cute..
so why i'm not cute??XD
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ok.. i'm not.. surrender.. O.O
nothing in my mind.. can't force jor la,
later hair drop more..
end~~
don't kill me because didn't post anything readable.. o.o XD

Passed~~

2010-04-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

Very late sleep yesterday.. and wake up is a mess..
than instructor give me run few round while early..
then line up... i was first session no.58...
quite a queue.. o.0
i meet Celine , Aaron and Marilyn..
got companion was a relief..
but still they was far away from my number..
so when started..
i was left behind..
after give license any Mykad..
the place prepared for student was worse as beside is burning woods..
luck was not on my side as wind blow towards me..=.=
breathing was a problem..
some more wait the queue and watching most of student in front line die one by one.. o.o
soon.. nightmare started..
my turn...
the car prepared was a total different then the one i use to learn...
each peddle was so hard and strong.. o.o
even hand brake and gear was modified..
but i got back my luck and faith... i passed my hardest point.. the hill..
then park car and three point turn was smooth~~~
then the queue get more long when waiting for second test.. on the road..
i walk around and meet may eun..she was on second session..
chat awhile about the exam...
feels like taking spm again... =.=
then my turn drive on the road...
starting was pretty much ok until i went on to track..
my engine dead!!!
i was so no mood and simply drive... feel that is already dead..
but simply drive is better then before and focus..
not just no error but i passed.. o.o
i'm so blessed.. thx~~~
to anyone and my little lucky charm i get from fortune cookie.. XD

LLLOOONNNGGG day~

2010-03-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

Is sunday~~
wake early go church~
end earlier~~ woo hoo~~
so after lunch..mid valley!!!
reach there about 2pm.
find sony shop and found..
but..
No phone!!!!
So call the only sony licensed shop and head quarter for licensed phone... =.=
and the promoter didn't even want to sweet walk and run away to chat with others..
then I try luck go a booth that sell hand phone..
is sell vast type of hand phone..
but i target on sony e~~
and guess what.. they got stock!!
i wonder why?? =.=
i getting crazy of 2 in budget brand and a nearly in budget,
is seT707,seW508 and se W705~
but finally.. for some reason..
i brought se W508.. o.o
but need charge 10hours before use..
oh well...
better than a broken W580...
then help mom buy camera..
she so noisy.... =.=
and take a long time choose things...
some more need wait her shop jusco..that in mid valley..
oh~ my~ god~..
leg so pain..
ear also...
and hand very itchy..
mouth got a port hole... =.=
later wait train..
and reach home about 7.. o.o
doesn't seems long in word...
but is long...

27th March~

2010-03-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

hari anugerah~~
finally~~
but nothing special.. not as big as imagine.. o.o
still acceptable la~
not much performance.
there's one that tell stroy..
mostly our past related,
because is real life. o.o
then take sijil time~~
Ok, got sijil, got money,
time to run away and have some time..XD
walking to jj with tong tong~~
half way call cab~ save time~
watch a chinese comedy..
really make me laugh~
although is 1 and a half hour,
but is quite nice.^^
but jj seems nothing to do beside cinema~
haiz~~so loaf at McD~
from bad go worse.
my hand phone can say fully unusable now..
why now... T.T
luckily still got facebook..
just a bit lagging and delay...
acceptable la~~

wrote bcoz of forced..XD jk

life...

2010-03-16T14:42:00.000+08:00

Here's my life now...
wake up early.
but lying on bed day dream...
sometimes skip breakfast..
online after wake...
staying at home almost 24hour 7days,
staying with the net almost 80hours a week,
loafing around with no reason,
reading books empty minded,
equivalent to no read,
log in facebook repeating viewing photos,
manage playfish games few hours..
sometimes watching meaningless animate,
just to pass times...
play back past games..
this life..
I will be living..
for days...
holiday huh??
what a joke..
is worse than jail...

2010-03-08T21:16:00.000+08:00

6-3-10
wake up early today,
got driving lessen,
since is just repeating doing previous lessen things,
it's boring.
then go home online awhile,
since no chores or task to do,
i pass my time lying on bed,
exercise,
sleep.
7-3-10
wake up and go church,
then go eat outside,
opposite my former working area,
don't know why i feel repulsive.
back and live a life with four walls surrounding me.
suffering in jail life...
8-3-10
just passing days with computer...
exersice a bit...

2010-03-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

5-3-10
storm arriving...
11th spm result releasing...
not good...
bad...
what i'm going to do???
panic!!!!
crazy...
worry....
darn...
haiz..
someone not going to like it...

2010-03-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

4-3-10
my third session of driving.
this time, i took a tour to highway,
touring whole kl...
well..
part of it...
going high speed...
almost two hour on highway speeding...
sleepy...
head dried up...
like i'm at desert area...
and a bit hot...
like always...
sign then finish session...
but today sign too much...
i wonder why...
is for the exam...
i wonder why exam need sign so much...
then pay slip is out!
total is 850+-...
speechless...
not worth it...
and RM62 go to epf...
but i don't even have the account...
damn unworthy...
well... boring life goes on...
now wait a day go take real cash from bank...

2010-03-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

2-3-10
learning driving time~~
this time...
i drive straight away..
at my apartment to test drive spot near my place...
then learn ride on hill,
park car,
3 angle turn..
quite tough...
actually not..
is me who forget the step...
i got a bad memory lately...
worse case scenario...
after learn...
unexpected...
not in my sister case..
instructor gave me my L license...
freedom!!!
if i have a car... =.=
boring day live on...
at night..
101 baptist class for me...
urban ruin..
i do not know chinese already...
read chinese...
listen to others...
write chinese...
pick on others paper...
seriously...
embarrassing...
done for today...
3-3-10
going to be another day of lazy life...
besides tm people come check phone...
nothing else...
*house-phone...
not my lousy hand-phone...
my useless phone is almost history...
now i wanted to buy a new one...
got warranty and won't so fast spoil...
what budget phone can i buy??
that got all function and big storage...
meantime won't over outdated???
expert???

2010-03-01T18:10:00.000+08:00

27-2-10
yes!!!
last day suffering~~~
last day at sticky place~~~
last day as a storekeeper~~~
end of suffering physical pain is ending~~~
well...
one more newcomer...
new colleague..
keep asking me got what work...
make me all sweat...
hungry...
finding a work for a colleague is super hard...
but than...
no work...
wait close shop only...
passing so slow....
tick tock tick tock...
times up...
28-2-10
wake up...
at 10.15am!!!
go church at 10.30am!!!
then come home...
lying on bed...
wasting time...
at night got a party...
at church...
pretty boring...
no one accompany me...
boring...
then got show...
refresh me awhile...
go home...
boom boom boom everywhere...
not war...
no war..
just firecrackers...
sleepy...
1-3-10
nothing to do...
wasting time...
no work...
prepare for tomorrow driving lessen first...
how??
sleep =.=

2010-02-26T23:51:00.000+08:00

20~25-2-10
*my computer head get a bang...
spoil already...
and brought a new one with my own money...
as my punish???
by the way..
because of this...
i almost forgot any event happen...
ok...
there's a new colleague..
male...
age pass twenty...
nice...
funny...
then flood again...
which make my hand phone have dead...
still can use...
but will blackout if use it...
is as well as dead...
then a colleague..
female...
student..
quit...
worked for a few week only..
still cry when quit...
a bit awkward...
what is the bond...
i found it hard to work there....
and a news at my own apartment..
a kid..
male...
form 3...
had a crush on a girl...
that dumped him...
skip school..
and went to her house...
which is three floor above me..
cry!!
no one was at the house that time..
a aunty busy body go tell guard...
search up to six floor..
he was gone...
then found at top floor...
caught him...
bring him down to guard house...
surrounded by neighbors...
scare he go suicide...
because he went to top floor not just wondering...
until the girl mother appear and fetch him home...
talk about that girl...
got a list of ex-boyfriend...
he is one of them...
like to flirt...
spoil brat....
next...
stpm result is out..
my sister got 3.9
0.1 point left to maximum point...
is more than excellent..
my mother cry..
proud...
i wonder will i even get 3 point or more...
next..
louis and avin appear when i work...
i cruelly kick them away...
i was joking...
sorry pal..
haha...
then qian yin appear...
i say i don't know her...
a joke only...
chill...
don't fa da xiao jie pi qi~~~(rojak language awhile)=P
then my hand phone black out....
can't fix it...
until i found a way..
but just fix till can view only...
i need buy a new hand phone!!!
target...
RM800--
luckily i haven't give back friend the hand phone i borrow...
can still use...
26-2-10
morning at 8 i wake to prepare driving lessen...
for the first time...
at 8.50am reach shop...
then instructor drove me to kampar training driving field ...
reach at about 9.10
learn gear...
brake...
paddle...
reverse...
start move car..
uphill..
down hill...
get a harsh comment...
but won't panic me...
i'm a open minded guy...
then gear 2..
until 10am..
i drive from there...
went by mrr2 highway and back home...
go up to gear 4...
60kmph more..
cutting line...
first time...
along the way was a bit scary...
i didn't view site around...
but then i feel comfortable...
until boring...
keep repeating on doing same thing...
until 10.45 reach sri sinar training driving field...
round few times..
drive home...
sign..
call mother to bring fees to pay..
a new experience...
feel nice..
when leaving...
the instructor say i'm a quick learner...
yay~~
then go brem mall to shop..
shop for head...
head???
my computer head that choped off...
rm409..
18inch..
bring home..
set my view 14inch...
what a waste...
too bad 18inch is their smallest size monitor..
never mind...
can online back...
fine for me...
then work...
no work today...
less customer...
loafing around...
sleepy...
one more day to end my storekeeper nightmare...
planning on a count down...
but computer no head...
never mind...
holiday after tomorrow~~
woohoo~~~

2010-02-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

19-2-10
wake up..
stand...
pain!!!
my leg crying...
no choice... have to work...
all restaurant finished holiday...
get to eat rice again..
and more save cost...
work and work and work...
till closing shop...
then re-open and close...
then re-open and close...
then re-open and close...
why???
first re-open..
set alarm...
second re-open...
manager forgot take key...
then third...
punch card...
so forgetful...
a rushing finish work manager....
lamer...

2010-02-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

18-2-10
waterfall!!!
going holiday???
no...
is the day 99speedmart event!!
on water sale~~~
lamer...
burst pipe actually...
till flooded...
stock all fallen...
or damaged...
and me?
play water...
till afternoon..
late afternoon only dried up...
i'm surprise that some customer still shop on water...
which were quite deep...
then clean up store time..
clear wet boxes...
mop...
close shop...

2010-02-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

17-2-10
what's up today???
i wake at nine plus..
wash face in a flesh...
eat randomly...
then go work...
first thing to do..
clean water...
from burst wall that contain burst pipe...
that's took my half morning just to do it...
then work normally...
until eggs supplier came...
i heard high note...
pitch...
what happen??
worms!!! =.=
rotten egg that can only return to supplier and can't throw it away...
grow worms...
1 week above aged worms...
fat and long already...
worse than flies from Mandarin...
then off work...
eat dinner out wit mom friends...
eight in total...
a table...
6 dishes..
eight people size...
was far more better than last time at wei sun restaurant...
even need take away 2 dish...
that almost no touched...
nobody stomach is empty...
cost the same...
so far distance of experience...
older restaurant work better..
than young classy one which experience kills all the feedback...
that's a lessen to learn..
experience is important...

2010-02-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

13-2-10
working again...
working.....
until no work...
why no work??
because assistant manager told us not to...
because she heard something...
a gang of indian...
speaking indian language...
she know what they saying...
is...
tonight we will rob this shop with guns...
then we turn our storekeeper job to standing door guard...
lamer...
sharp....
at six... leaving to eat dinner...
eat out...
at ikar~
then go desa park city....
walk awhile...
saw something....
a foreign took a bath at public place...
a guy...
big guy...
bath with a underwear...
then walk and walk till go home and online...
sleep after countdown...
happy chinese new year...
and...
happy valentine...
such a coincident...
14-2-10
don't mention...
no mood...
beside go church...
at my room till end...
what a chinese new year day one...
15-2-10
work again....
storeroom flooded...
need clean up the mess...
triple the pay...
on chinese new year...
works for me...
and get ang pau from customer...
big one...
nice... then eat out..
at wei sun restaurant...
vip booking!!!
nice..
but then..
need climb stairs...
can't go vip room...
because cousin husband dad got problem with walking...
so go two normal table..
first...
shark fin...
thencome second dish..
small plane vege...
huh??
not us order...
waiter inexperience..
then come again other...
still not us...
some of us getting mad...
call out boss..
argue...
getting furious...
rhen actual came..
special order add large...
is a slim mushroom plate normal size...
then complain...
until something came out from head...
where's the tea????
no drink???
order already still no??
a waiter come...
ask want drink what...
ok...
no next time here...
waiter getting scolded...
after 6 dish...
only tea come...
great..
eat..
in a rush...
till desert not even can serve everyone...
what done is done..
no next time eat there...
going taman fadeson...
rich man area...
that's my cousin stay...
thanks to her husband....
fortune came...
moved into big house..
open house at 13th of March...
now the house still decorating...
cctv haven't on yet...
classy...
and me...
playing with nephew...
being hit by dolls...
then burn crackers...
go home sleep afterward...
not bad day...
16-2-10
working...
another ang pau...
this time small one...
rest time eat at mamak behind...
because no choice...
force to...
only rice and cow meat with milo ice...
cost 6 ringgit plus...
really cut me...
why everyone took their off day???
give me no luck...
still flooding at storeroom...
since yesterday...
nothing special...
the end today...

2010-02-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

12-2-10
what a day...
unusual...
no rush..
great~
but...
lack of sleep...
even late wake..
but never mind...
i can survive...
what happen next??
perhaps i too tired...
i can't remember...
till i remember...
maybe not..
13-2-10
work today...
until suddenly a news came...
manager said heard some indian wanted to rob this shop....
i'm order to stop work and be guard... =.=
kind of free...
stand at door...
greet and smile...
while looking...
aware of danger...
seems nothing happen...
besides colleague ask me for ang pau...
at six sharp...
i run away!!!
nope...
i finish work...
flew away...
eat a full house dinner at restaurant...
but i eat less..
walk at desa park...
saw unusual thing...
perhaps not for their race...
but a foreigner bath using car water and a soap...
at not far behind guard house...
beside road...
wide open..
with a underwear only...
from far seems no wear also...
because the colour of pant and skin almost the same...
before going for a high class kenduri..
which occur at the park...
and hire a bunch of policemen...
walking at the park...
feels so lonely...
seeing people picnic there...
exercise in pair...
or with a beautiful dog...
make me so jealous....
go home better...
that's all...
tomorrow chinese new year...
happy new year~~

2010-02-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

11-2-10
what's up today???
i wake up late...
online facebook-ing...
then work....
a new colleague...
good...
lessen my work...
and i hit my point of resign...
to my boss.
but need wait him finish letter....
wait how long??
hope he's not lazy as a part time colleague...
then...
eat...
top up...
back work...
rush here and there...
saw some familiar faces...
ex-schoolmate...
most of them coloued their hair...
mostly yellow or gold or slightly gold mix black...
and some turn smoker and drunker...
some looks good than before...
doing business following parent steps...
and those were former top black list of my former secondary school...
good luck on the business...
while my time passing through as well.
doing my part...
my job...
and finishing it...
till my last day working there...
and my end for today...
online..

2010-02-10T20:17:00.000+08:00

9-2-10
i wake late..
because sleep late..
same routine as ever
i thought is a peaceful day...
as usual...
until...
storm....
two storm in a day....
with big load...
at almost off work timing...
and no over time for this!!!!!
what a joke!
stupid law....
killing worker....
rush and rush...
and hurt my body...
my hand...
scar everywhere...
and headache...
dizzy...
the world seems spinning...
and i spill a bucket of water when moping floor...
and real rain outside...
such a coincidence...
going home late at almost 11 in rain...
luckily for me...
i only walk to dad's car..
others who ride motorcycle...
wish you all good luck...
not all...
some...
because i hate some...
bossy and stupid....
like elephant...
even elephant is better...
bye bye...
unlucky day...
10-2-10
what new today...
another new stock...
flooded the mart...
and my job...
till sweat...
at morning...
a guy..
took all mandarin..
want me deliver to their shop...
i got a secret to them...
when i press the door bell...
the troley let loose...
and hit a car...
cr-v...
lucky for me...
no alarm...
and those boxes of mandarin fell into floor..
take a note...
Malaysia floor is good as landfill...
but...
i fell sorry...
not my fault but i felt it...
because customer is customer....
they suppose to give store keeper work..
so non of us can be lazy...
like a guy in that shop...
own self don't want do and push to me...
hey...
i'm not puppet...
luckily he's just a part-timer..
not much time meeting him..
and rush hour continue...
nothing special...
just someone give me rm100,
is he stupid???
no,
is pay back for broken my handphone,
but rm100 is jusy fixing it!
he still own something that's belong to me...
memory!!!!!
....
pass today...
bad mood all along anyway...
pass better...

2010-02-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

7-2-10
day off...
wake early...
but is a bit late for me...
because of something...
but i don't think i got enough sleep...
i even got two big panda eye already...
then church...
the new pastor seems don't like the stage...
take a wireless microphone and walk around...
left the translator up there..
but he did it well...
like socialize with us...
and powerful speech..
and new way of holy communion..
fast but weird...
guess the style is copy of America style...
then eat and back home...
online...
chat...
lying on bed...
night go eat out again...
then walk desa park maxvalue...
one rest day gone...
i feel dizzy...
still tired...
but have to work tomorrow...
and pain...
everywhere...
heart pain...head pain...hand pain...leg pain...back pain...
...
...
8-2-10
i don't recall anything special...
just late finish work...
and everyone unhappy...
extra work but no pay for that...
anyway...
i going to my end of working this month...
hopefully is a right decision...
better be...
money or time and health???
workout or self training???
is it obvious???
or that's something else i haven't know??
haven't take it as a consideration??
perhaps computer or going out??
i mean e-social or reality social???
anyway...
after i get my fund for my hand phone repair...
i'll voice out my resign...
maybe...
will???
shall i???

2010-02-06T20:37:00.000+08:00

4-2-10
bang!!!
what happen so early morning,
i headbutt a steel bar... =.=
pain!!!
i long scar on my head,
so unfortunate...
what luck is this....
skip my day ,
no luck day...
5-2-10
nothing special,
salary just bank in,
not even rm400.
not worth!!!
work so long hour get so few!!!
>.<
not include eating hour or sponcer food.
what company is this!
after march14 i stop!!!!!!!!
6-2-10
rush hour for me,
because some stupid worker lazy and steal time off from working hard with his bones.
and wanted me to work over time,
i not so stupid,
check out!! bye~
get back my hand phone after work,
but,
seems a new handphone already,
because everything gone!
should not fix at that shop...
...

2010-02-03T23:34:00.000+08:00

2-2-10
what happen today??
i lost memory...
i don't want remember.
i don't want waste my boring and sleepy routine again...
skip!
3-2-10
again...
but hey,
i saw some old familiar face..
first,
Mr.lim,
former primary bm teacher,
he's a pro.
so i remember him,
second,
a van driver,
that took me to a mark tuition center,
why remember him???
answer was easy...
i miss...
miss my past...
but can't return anymore,
grow up!
i get local customer praise lately,
say i hardworking,
good,
study harder later,
from a sleepy me,
turn fresh,
too bad is night already,
today works postpone...
night~~

2010-02-01T23:34:00.000+08:00

1-2-10
what a day...
i finally figure out what happen to my computer...
fixing it is no problem now.
working time...
busy...
time pass when is busy...
work and work and work..
didn't notice the time already pass eight...
eat dinner at the mamak behind...
no choice..
no other option..
that stupid mamak really cut me...
rm6.40 for a rice and beef meat and a milo only...
stupid...
work..
end fast because more worker...
better for me...
i also don't feel staying any longer there...
bye...
one miserable day passed...

2010-01-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

31-1-10
a day..
finally going church...
then usual...
eat...
saw biao jie family...
saw nephew and niece..
all so big already...
make me feel old...
haiz...
then my step mother came visit...
i at room sleep..
then go shop..
simply buy a shirt and pants and shoe...
eat out like always...
then go visit cousin big house...
big big house...
but cheap...
cousin husband so smart...
buy furniture from china,
which cheap and beautiful.
i wonder will it last??
lets see later.
back and rest..
tomorrow need work again...
day off end..

2010-01-31T08:18:00.000+08:00

30-1-10
nearing chinese new year,
besides more work,
nothing else i can expect...
only off a day...
rush hour till almost 5....
very rush...
water everywhere make it worse...
everyone work today,
a full house.
besides that...
nothing more....
then close shop...
take steel bar and on it..
so heavy...
like got 50kg or more...
make my finger shake....
very pain....
not just that...
pain everywhere...
everywhere...

2010-01-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

29-1-10
today... i saw old friend again....
nice day starting work.
then no work.
nice??
then...
nothing to do...
nothing...
then at night...
two thing,
first,
that racism malay..
not so racism afterall,
just an easy fire up guy,
half mat rempit,
that's all,
he going to quit..
more good...
second,
the new casher...
a malay girl.
speak chinese to me...
@.@
as i aspect,
primary in chinese school.
then rush hour start...
then i meet someone familiar...
i can't remember..
until...
she ask me did i still remember me,
your kinder-garden bahasa melayu teacher.
so i remember..
remember the photo...
i have grown so much actually...
life pass away so quick...
one-third of my life passed...
bye bye...
i'm getting older...
so does my computer...
must move on...
new computer!!!!
joking for now...
will later...
haha...
perhaps....
maybe....
emm...
night....
zzz...

2010-01-28T19:44:00.000+08:00

26-1-10
h.p. still no news...
getting tired....
...
nothing much else special or so....
sleepy.....
27-1-10
no news...
nothing.....
tough but boring life....
haiz....
why me...
and my computer...
got problem....
why time pass so slow when don't want to...
fast!!!
28-1-10
thursday.....
what a day...
the malay starting to be inpatient....
war is near....
will i lose???
i think so...
i always weak....
who care anyway???
i won't been work his time for long...
but on other hand...
i still miss my h.p.
i've been inform that need wait looong...
long...
bye bye today...
bye...
fast pass...
pass....
4hour only left to pass today...
and my computer wire...
stop malfunctioning...
stop...

2010-01-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

23-1-10
what a day...
i rush 2 things...
things of many complicated things...
exam..
hp...
work...
tactics ...
so much pressure...
but i got a cure...
i got a support..
is the same support i get to overcome spm successfully..
618... i will never forget that.
and other friends support...
i miss secondary... miss 5BIS,
miss pn.noran, pn.salmah,
pn.haslina, mis tan, mis mang,
koperasi teacher,
catur teacher,
ninja turtles,
and more....
i miss.....
miss so much....
even so....
i move on..
i will..
i'm moving on...
be more wiser...
more outsmart...
gambatae!!!
24-1-10
wake early open computer?
addicted??
no... i testing undang test,
score only 42 correct,
i fail!!!
i eat,
then pack and go wait outside government exam shop,
wait... wait...
till 8am...
no one open shop,
i wait... so nervous...
some more got pressure from everywhere,
can't study well,
everyone of my friend score very high,
but every time i test myself i fail,
why???
till 8.30am,
finally,
enter,
give ic,
wait,
called,
got 20 computer only,
but 13 of them can't operate,
so left 7... lame...
i get no.4 computer,
lucky number???
i guess not,
i can't start my computer,
i asked worker there,
they can't fix,
i keep waiting,
while other taking exam already,
waiting,
waiting,
can't!!!
he call my go out first,
then i wait,
am i doomed??
i can't use any other computer since i register on that computer already,
maybe...
then i see him angrily fixing computer,
and finally,
i can take exam on that computer,
then i take the exam,
i practice in bahasa melayu,
but there i accidentally press english,
i'm totally finished??
luckily i know english well enough to translate to malay,
i got 2 question i totally don't know,
i just shot,
then end,
summit,
my score is 42/50 at first,
huh??? i fail???
then below says pass..
but why???
then i see again,
42/50 is passing rate,
not my score,
then i see above 42/50,
there's a tiny 50 there,
wow...
i score full,
distinction...
so good,
nice,
can go listen 6hour boring talk already.
yes!!!
i waited for the talk...
it was nonsense...
then long break and resume back at 2++.
but end earlier at 3.30.
not even 6hour...
who care,
i almost run out of battery,
lucky for me...
haha...
but wait the trainer come fetch took away half hour,
then walk home from shop,
and run a bit,
for battery sake...
i tired,
some more last night no sleep well,
i fell asleep...
sad.... of something...
...sleep...
25-1-10
working again...
very sleepy...
lucky no much work...
but injured my hand and leg...
pain...
itchy....
not much customer...
sleepy...
home...
...

2010-01-22T15:58:00.000+08:00

19-1-10
after making cimb acc,
starting to work...
no...
not again...
my h.p....
noooo......
i need help.....
....
.
.
.
20-1-10
life is so cruel....
racism....
hate.............
HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid job....
i should go for other choice.....
stupid idea working here...
STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.
.
21-1-10
i need to adept into it,
be patient,
act innocent,
focus on other stuff,
outsmart others,
find a solution,
i ow some people,
dept that never can pay back,
thanks~

22-1-10
day off,
rest...
borrowed a h.p.
i'm alive....
get the number that i need,
i'm reborn,
hopefully,
i can stay up the fight,
support me,
two more month till end of reality,
end!!!!

2010-01-19T08:40:00.001+08:00

17-1-10
second day shop open,
customer not so many as yesterday,
but still can earn 5 figure.
is a very busy day also,
the store was a mass, still.
18-1-10
not much customer,
and the store almost got free space,
my hp dropped because of some incident,
not my fault,
the screen blackout,
i down and walk out of the shop silently,
go hp shop ask,
need wait 1 or 2 day to check,
i need it now!!
walk back get tegur,
i sit aside,
like a baby,
so long never been a baby again,
rare,
but after awhile,
everything back to normal,
even my hp,
i was glad,
tings not in my expectation after all.

2010-01-17T08:25:00.000+08:00

16-1-10
today was 99speedmart opening,
so far no ceremony or event,
only decoration and a indocafe promotion in front of the shop.
maybe because is a small franchise so no cut ribbon or so.
i didn't expect many to come shop,
the customer today is 603 people,
some came twice,
some doing market research,
some comparing with their own shop,
while others come pay a visit to shop and employee,
like my friend,
got wei zhang, yeong leong, poh seng, khai chee x-classmate,yoke wei mom,
my mom and stranger.
some wanted to do business,
like fat ma boss, some warong nasi lemak seller,
and so on.
on the first day,
a customer step on cat shit into the shop,
it smell badly.
after close shop,
manager making note for accounting purpose,
and the total sale is over 12k cash, wow. .0.0
even got some people return stock because of the small rule there,
that is every Saturday plastic paper need pay,
they follow selangor government recycle campaign,
and because this shop headquarter is at there,
some support the way even they need pay,
they actually like the campaign and ask why not occur everyday
so people will bring recycle bag and not waste plastic bad.
By the way,
all this branch own by only one boss,
a quite young oku Chinese,
unbelievable. o.o
quite busy after noon.
leg pain after work,
so straight go sleep after come back and bath.

2010-01-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

15-1-10
not a usual work,
i didnt not do anything morning,
just re-tag new price,
not much actually,
everyone is decorating shop,
making sure everything goes in order,
afternoon when eating i meet someone,
actually we dont know each other very well,
but we are from same primary school,
after all graduate from that school,
even rarely know also like know for many years already,
i wonder why, maybe the reality was too wild for us yet??
back to work,
i only loafing around making work,
not doing work,
and get scold by some stupid cashier who want go home earlier,
is impossible actually,
she still in her own world.
crazy job end at 9.
i need work tomorrow earlier,
so good luck for me starting to work my real job,
not setting shop anymore.

14-1-10

2010-01-15T07:34:00.000+08:00

2days left to end setting nightmare,
because of the store packed,
the order list for today stock are few,
so no much work of tag price,
but more work on arranging store room,
rarely have a walk way,
so hard to do actually,
before work,
we are inform that the biggest boss is coming from klang,
the one with a wheelchair,
it was a rush hour after the news spread out,
the store is no longer able to rearrange
since all outside extra stock wanted to move in
so that the boss wont get angry.
we check out and eat first,
when i buy top up card and wanted to top up,
someone sent me credit,
not a small amount,
i called up,
is a malay,
i dunno why but anyway, i really need it now,
so, thanks??
when at mamak restaurant behind,
i didnt call drink and only eat a bowl of rice and vegetable,
the waiter keep wan me to drink,
they even insult me,
but what do i care, i got my own drink.
but i wont go there eat anymore,
that shop dunno how treat customer.
there's a new casher, she was a malay,
but she was not proud,
she remind me of my babysitter,
she help me fight back the mamak.
her size was big,
people insult her she don't really mind,
then i check back in,
after awhile the store turn silent,
then i only realize that the boss arrived,
it was a bit scary since i dont have anything to do,
i saw him pass by,
he was a wheelchair guy,
young but not so handsome,
about 40 years old only,
he did not get angry of scold any people,
he only give advice and loafing around,
then gone,
back to to work,
til 9pm only finish,
one tiring day gone~~~

2010-01-14T07:42:00.000+08:00

12-1-10
the day is as usual,
but over time keep increasing,
the store was a mess since they order wrong item,
wanted item not arrive and unwanted arrived,
packed the store, check out at 8.30pm,
i was super hungry since i ate a little this afternoon,
i was a bit dizzy, sleepy,
i even sleep at work.
but not long.
13-1-10
today was a disaster,
i didnt have enough sleep,
my joint was pain,
i still fell dizzy,
but i have to work,
no work no income,
this time afternoon i eat more,
got beef got vegetable with rice,
all in a big amount.
over time longer again,
i reach home at 9.15pm,
then eat and bath and straight go sleep...

2010-01-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

9-1-10
wake up, go work,
no work. o.o
why??
no intake, no new stock,
more worker coming in,
thought many work,
end up some lost some sleep,
i walk out,
chat,
nothing do,
go back home early.
eat, on9, tv.
~end~
10-1-10
1st day off,
wake up at 6am,
later go church,
eat, come back on9,
eat, exercise a bit, on9 again.
sleep later.
11-1-10
suddenly three truck with loads arrived,
checking stock normally till twelve noon done,
today till 3pm,
eat lunch at mamak behind speedmart,
back to work later,
all the usually lazy worker suddenly rushing to finishing the work,
cctv worker to their wiring,
we to stocking,
some tag price,
some renovate walls and racks,
work work work till 8pm one guy take photo and done.
go home,
worse day i ever had...

2010-01-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

7-1-10
another routine, wake, go work,
get hurt and pain,
but come back late today,
extra work to do.
wait sister finish use computer,
but her no mood,
scream at me when i wan cut in awhile,
i also turn no mood,
i say give up and tomorrow early morning only open,
dont want fight with her.

8-1-10
wake up at 5am to online,
accidentally woke mom,
who care, i so no mood,
i do what i like. huh!!
than sleep back at 7.30am
wake again at 9am to eat and go check in useless job,
i just want to get salary and when near mei,
when school open i resign.
then,
bye bye 99speedmart.
part time there while study?
dont want,
work with stupid malay was crazy,
they are lazy yet like to bully,
give all their job to noob.
luckily got a indonesia senior hard working,
and a temporary newcomer malay that is not bad also,
and a ok ok manager.
but one bad habit of all of them,
they simply smoke inside,
smelly.
i run outside when i got no job to do.
lunch time waste rm5 eat,
i'm very hungry so is worth eating.
because the shop is still setting up,
my job was a few times heavy then i was suppose to do.
yes, when setting up,
there will be more worker then usual,
but some no use senior so lazy,
so round up real worker only got 4,
me, manager, hidayat, and an indonesia senior.
i finish work at 8pm,
come back a mess,
smelly, dirty, scar everywhere on my hand and arm,
i haven't bath, now online writing this,
my dairy today end with bath and sleep.
huh~ zzz

2010-01-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

6-1-10
wake up at 7am, on9,
argue wif mom,
go work at 9.30am,
new experience,
nothing special actually,
just move stock,
tag price,
arrange stock,
hard work actually,
when got heavy load,
someone in there told me got more heavy load waiting me to carry.
scary~ O.O
rest at 1pm,
i go eat chicken rice and drink teh c ice, cost rm5,
come back stall see they all eat bread.
next time i bring bread go there eat. o.o
no need waste money.
chat with other workers awhile,
they say surprise to see a Chinese work as store keeper.
huh,
this mean mostly Malay worker
or they work at Malay housing area before come here help. o.o??
until got local resident work here,
i'll be working with them.
continue work at about 1.30pm,
cut myself, only several small wound, nothing special.
mop floor before end my work,
punch card at 5.30pm.
walk home...
wait! i forgot my bottle o.o'''
luckily the current supervisor is good enough to open the door again,
i took my bottle and walk home,
reach home at 6pm.
6.19pm, hn only call me,
but i started work at another place,
and no transport to go kepong hn work,
so, sorry la~ although the salary for work per hour is more than here,
but round up a month was lass since here i work full time first.

2010-01-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

3-1-10
as usual, wake up go church, eat, shop,
mom need drop by her wad awhile,
then go interview at hn kopitiam. fail~~~
then a call from kfc 4 interview, they wan constant worker...
on9 then tv then sleep... boring~~
4-1-10
No life...
5-1-10
planing take undang test at shop,
turn out there computer can't boot,
take cd home n play,
score 82 at my first trial,
fail... taking tis exam over and over again very sien...
interview 99 mart..
not interview, get employed.
rm750++ full time,
work what???
store keeper.
what is store keeper,
store bodyguard+carry and move loads~
rough mans job =.=
anyway, no one want to employ me,
so take it.
can train muscle also.
and fulfill promise. =)
job starting tomorrow,
maybe life begin tomorrow,
maybe not...

BC

2009-12-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

finally, no more exam, spm finished.
but, i cant do bc well without some help,
1stly, C.Tan who teaches n encourage me to keep on study,
C.Mang who is my bc teacher in class,
miss Tong who spent her time on my bc,
tutor me until the last day,
and also supportive friends,
thanks everyone. =)

Year 2009 September Day 6..

2009-09-06T12:13:00.000+08:00

0000...My brain tell me I'm in a dream,
but...I'm very sure I'm awake.
Working on few pieces of paper,
filled with pattern and colours.
Taking notes of subject,
with extra info on it.
Waiting a massage,
although I already know,
it wont be happening when dreaming.

0030...Physically gone worse,
without clearing anything,
I hit my sack.

0655...Leaving the comfortable sack,
to hit a hard rock.
How stupid it is...
A quick wash,
which doesn't help on anything..
A quick breakfast, crunch with milk,
which is fast but doesn't break.

0715...Departed to hit the rock.
is in a dream,
all the way to the rock.

0730...It started with a soft rock,
still...a rock is a rock,
hardness is always there.

(Estimated)
0740...A hard rock tumbled.
Went wild in silence,
resulting a pain in certain part.
Still, I'm not awake.
Lying, while hitting,
not a very good site.

(Estimated)
0845...Finally,
wild rock put to a stop,
a very very long stop.
Even though it stop,
Not hitting, but still lying,
unmovable almost.
Mean while,
wild rock turned soft,
so soft, like a sack,
the dream goes more deeply.

(Estimated)
0910...Hitting rock again,
seems hitting,
but actually it doesn't.
Only others did,
struggling with all they have.

(Estimated)
0920...Hard rocks left,
left a soft rock.
But not hitting it,
so to leave the dream.
The sounds of music roared,
thus aid the process.
soon...
all rocks left...
I'm well awake.

1005...A ticket leaving rocky mountain seen,
but turn out ticket was for bus no.11.
The bus led back to lands of dreams,
in a very dangerous form,
that may led to forever dream land.
But...
with words with me,
even though it does not encouraging,
it still does in other point of view.

1035...Words starts encouraging,
a deep visit to dreams land,
and calling back afterward,
so that it cleared all,
and it did.

1150...Dejavu!!!
With a switch of job,
it happen again.
Then...
... ...
... _ '
... ... 'logging...

Twitter^^( poem ft. life brief candle)

2009-07-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

Too-busy, and too-busy, and too-busy,
busy in this sphere earth from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
But all ours yesterday will worth lighted,
The way to live joyfully. In, in, joyful life!
Life's but a walking heaven, a main player,
That work and fill his hour upon the world,
And then is heard in legend; it is a tale
Told by a descendent, full of tears and joy,
Signifying memories.

Because I'm busy,
so I will be less blogging.
But I found a solution,
a web worth appearing,
that's twitter.
But don't think twitter is meant for lazy people,
it is meant for busy people who still wan to record some event down,
so a joyful memory won't forget,
that's why I started twitter. =)

taekwondo exam

2009-07-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

After months of training,
is finally time for my exam.
This is my 6th exam,
so far I didn't fail any of them,
and I hope to pass the current exam,
but did I make a few mistake,
and it slimmed my chance of passing.
The exam held at SJK Kepong Baru hall,

Here's how the exam go,
there's a high ranked Master sitting in front,

he is aid by Miss, Sir and some black belt senior,
those who apply for exam will be arranged
to sit and wait behind until it reach your turn,
a instructor will be at front side to conduct the exam,

beside doing some basic technique,
those who reach certain rank will have a light sparing,
so that to examine how you apply your skill
learned when training,

There's more for those who taking exam
to reach black belt and above,
that is to break 1 inch thick board,

Here's some clip of seniors action when breaking a board.
Senior Jun Liang,

Senior Wei Yi,

I wonder is she the one who break the board
or Sir. o.o
Senior Shu Yee,

Aiyoyo,
what are you doing Yoke Wei,
can't help your **** break the board?
Just Kidding. XD
Black belt exam for 2nd dan <, performing 360' turning kick and strike,
black belt sure got many request and longer preparation.
Another black belt
performing swing kick and strike,

A powerful strike till our Sir also get the hit.

...National service...

2009-07-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

An issue that's season cared by people,
by the people that reach seventeen years old,
people either anxiously waiting for it or avoiding it,
sometimes people think of better life with it,
but sometimes is people think is best without it,
and that includes me.

Why someone who wants to participate is not chosen,
but those who declined is gets so 'lucky'.
In a different way of point of view,
we actually wasted 3 month of time.
Anything can happen in 3 month without NS,
for example:
earning some pocket money through part-time job
travel to lots of places
wondering and enjoying the nature of the world
help to lighten parents burden
learn to drive
and so... ... ...

I'm not chosen,
but why you are?
Well, a fact is a fact.
you are the 'lucky' one,
they listed you,
maybe because they liked you.
So looks on the bright side,
a 3 month treatment of managing your weight,
and is not just for free,
you'll get RM200 in return.
There will be lots of curry
and spicy food for the whole 3 month,
so remember to drink the quantity of water
that is enough to prevent some unwanted treatment.
You've been to camps,
independent is not a big deal for you,
but still, take a good care of yourself.
I'll be waiting for you~~

- -101%- -

2009-06-13T17:58:00.000+08:00

I just saw this meaningful note,
this note was showed to me by one of my friend when we are in tuition.
Is about 100% and 101%
Here's the note about:

First of all,
lets take a look at this 101%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What equals 100%?
What does it mean to give more than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people
who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations
where someone wants you to give over 100%,
how about giving 101%?
Here's a little mathematical formula
that might help answer these questions.
If
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
is represented as
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
Then,
if KNOWLEDGE=11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%
and HARDWORK=8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%
but ATTITUDE=1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%
Then, how far the love of god will take you?
LOVE OF GOD=12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4=101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that
~While knowledge and hardwork will get you close
and attitude will get you there,
it's the love of god that will put you over the top~

publicity of Mid-autumn Festival evening party

2009-06-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

WHY you should go?

because...

~there are brilliant performance~

~there 's a big stage & at least 800 free seats~

~there are some open booth tat sell food~

~there 's a mystery program~

~and MORE & MORE~

Venue : SMK Sinar Bintang

Date : 4th of October 2009

Time : 6.30pm - 1o.30pm

Clothing: sexy clothing such as mini skirt & singlet are prohibited

Ticket Fare: RM 10

(a piece of cake/ bread & a bottle of H2O included)

anyone interested?

ORDER from Weng Yee at 5 Bestari

or any BC society member

the swift-footed arrive first!

*****************************************

二年一度大型中秋晚会

为什么？为什么你应该参与？

只因为....

有许多好看到让你睁大眼睛的精彩节目

有一个大舞台积800张椅子

有许多售卖食物的开放摊位

最主要的是...

有一个神秘节目！

和很多很多你未发现的惊喜

地点：星光国中

日期：2009年10月4日

时间：傍晚6.30至晚上10.30

服装：谢绝性感（背心及迷你裙等等）

票价：10令吉（附送一只矿泉水及一小片蛋糕）

有谁在流口水的吗？

快向咏仪订购吧~

咏仪就在高中二B班

或任何一位你认识的华文学会会员

先到先得

迟到....

不关我事~

千万别爬墙进校园

因为...

我们会架上电篱笆~

- -teacher wedding- -

2009-06-07T21:56:00.001+08:00

Don't no how to talk =.=
see picture ba~~

our beloved teacher, the limelight girl,

the romeo who late for almost an hour...

hale king and queen of the day,

the kantin~~~lolx

our boss!!!!!!

our class teacher~~~ biology & physics~~~

before home,grap some big reunion photo~girl d~
~~boy version~~

Holiday

2009-05-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

is holiday already?
what to do?
go out? c movie?
where comes the budget?
no income how get outcome?
or sit at home wait for tuition?
study? where got so rajin.
watch tv? tv got what show o...?
play computer? electric bil very high liao!!
sleep? not good for backbone.
what to do? holiday?
dont sound like holiday to me,
what a holiday...
well, cant predict what will happen during holiday,
it haven't even pass yet,
hopping this holiday will not be like the rest of the day.

Finally Free!! Fight!!

2009-05-27T21:46:00.000+08:00

After tiring day and night
reading and revising for the exam,
finally diagnostic over,
freedom!!!!!!
No more tension,
no more forcing myself,
no more late night revision,
no more headache and pain,
yay~~~
But still, i need to fight!!!!!!
fight fight fight!!!!!!

-exam-

2009-05-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

before exam >>>
near exam >>>
exam >>>
almost over >>>
over>>>

mathematic

2009-05-17T10:53:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy
read read read
memorize memorize memorize
tick tok tick tok tick tok
+dizzy dizzy dizzy
______________________
crazy crazy crazy

zzz not a day zzz

2009-05-05T15:11:00.000+08:00

Today.
As usual schooling day,
wake up, wash face, brush teeth,
eat breakfast, take school bag and go to school at 6.40am approximately.
Then i saw someone wearing a uniform to school.
OMG, forgot 2 bring my uniform.
I use some coin to call my mom.
School was so cheap till didn't fix public phone.
Luckly theres a teacher that always come early,
and unlike other he's friendly and good,
so i ask him to borrow his hand phone to call my mother to bring my uniform.
So he solved my problem.
suddenly, unlike usual, the school is playing songs through P.A. system.
It's was almost like a pub in the morning.
Then is the perhimpunan,
teachers give talk, but more like scolding.
Then till the most unlike teacher to talk,
the bell rang, so she stop talking because so her so call respect to bell.
Then she continue after the ell stop ringing.
Then it starts raining.
Some angry Indian kid who doesn't like getting wet shout rain and call dismiss.
But the silly teacher reply him, she say 'where got rain'.
Then the rain get heavier when she say that sentence.
Lamer...
The photo shot was today.
Usually it took 3 days to take but the new h.m wan to cut into a day.
Then the photographer last year got 2 now 1 only.
And the teachers in charge change to inexperience teacher,
teachers that's only know how to scold.
The rain delayed the proper timing of the arrangement of the photo shot.
Delay~~
Nvm, the rain does not last long.
The shot continue. At 1st,
is was smooth, until later where that's is lack of people.
Student in charge went class by class to find AJK.
Then the AJK made it, but teacher disappeared.
After searching finally, there's a teacher inform that that teacher didn't come to work.
Yawn~~
Recess time, as usual i worked at Koperasi.
Then after recess close shop count money.
Then the photo shot suppose to continue,
but those people in charge disappeared.
Another delay~~
Finally they're back after sometime.
Then teachers gone.
How to take photo without teacher.
Delay. and delay.
Ok, time for taekwondo photo shot.
We ready our place, but there's no teacher.
The head of tae. search for teacher in charge.
In the end, teacher in charge all was absent.
Except 1, but can't find her.
Nvm, someone find while we arrange our place like other.
Then storm in a news that teachers are all meeting.
The meeting end half an hour after school.
Some doesn't wan to wait went home,
while others waited uncomfortably.
Another delay~~
The one waited get teacher scold after found the teacher,
just because less member.
After meeting, some photo shot continue,
while others keep delay.
In the end,
the last delay, members not found, most of them gone liao,
find, me gone as well.

-.-library at my house-.-

2009-05-04T15:00:00.001+08:00

When entering the main door,

there's a big bookshelf beside,

further in, beside tv, a colourful box filled with paperworks,

entering my sister room, books & papers all over the place,

another bookshelf, and a smaller beside,

my room, a table with stacks of books,

another bookshelf flooded with books,

besides bookshelf, a small cabinet loaded with books,
that's not all,

under my bed, there's boxes that contain books,
and more boxes elsewhere.

!!!Global warming!!!

2009-05-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

Global warming occur from destruction of mankind.
factories, transports, household and construction site
produces smoke,
refrigerator and air-conditioner produces chlorofluorocarbon.
This effect the temperature to rise,
thus also break the ozone layer that protecting the Earth.
Massive sun ray that used to be blocked by the ozone layer
enter the Earth and add in more heat.
Rise of temperature will cause ice from North/south pole
to melt and flood the ocean and increase ocean level.
Rise of temperature also cause unwanted incident to occur,
such as tsunami, earthquake, change of geometry of Earth.
It is a serious matter that needs to focus and
find a solution to stop it before it get worse.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I lived in hot weather country,
hotness is nothing to me,
so global warming is just another normal hot day.
Last few days,
I experience global warming,
it's not just a rise of temperature,
it also effect your life.
Last few days, whether is very hot,
temperature raised from normal.
So what?
No, it's serious,
it makes me dizzy, a pain felt at my eyes.
I tried to study, but it gets worse,
then i tried to play online to clam down,
but all i saw was my computer screen moving,
i also tried to lay down and listen to music,
but then my ears starting to hurt.
All i can do is sleep,
but i can't sleep for 24 hours,
it makes my backbone lazier and get hurt.
So is global warming still unimportant?
No, it's a serious issue.
Think of a solution,
make the Earth better.
Earth hour?It won't help,
it only occur an hour per year.
Everyone should help,
cooperation is needed,
cure the Earth from it.

_Dreams_

2009-05-02T17:53:00.000+08:00

Dreams~~
A world far beyond,
fantasy created by living creatures.

It shows what you want,
it shows what you have been,
it shows what the feeling deep within,
it shows the fear that you been hiding,
it also shows the future far beyond.

Deja vu happen because of it,
memories return because of it.

It appear when deeply fall asleep,
time pass when awake it's soon forget,
tears fall in sudden that can't resist,
smile within unleash unexpectedly.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Last night I had a dream,
It's about the past of mine,
and it shows what I wan in future.
I can't describe in details,
because memories getting blur once awake.
It's about my time in primary school,
but I can't think of it,
all I know is that it almost flooded my eyes.
Then it when a bit far to the future,
things will be clear if deja vu happen.
That time I was a grown,
in a train, I called someone,
it was a classmate from primary school,
i remember something about reunion,
then faces I saw was unknown,
those faces are funny but familiar,
i had a smile,
then something crash into my mind,
i was awake,
it was about 7 in the morning(+8GMT),
the morning sun ray,
combined with the colour of my rooms curtain,
and the cooling temperature that's feels like windy,
a surrounding that refresh my past,
my eyes starts sweating,
thinking of my past,
missed my past,
I started my day filled with memories.

-rain-

2009-04-30T13:50:00.000+08:00

rain~~
natural phenomena god created,
being hated or wishing for it,
tiny tiny felt with it,
others livings depend on it.

rain~~
changed your plan because of it,
outdoor activities cancel so be it,
tv and computer needs to close,
avoid the hit by falling thunder.

rain~~
road turn wet, sky went darker,
drop by drop falling from the sky,
thunders come out for a plays,
leaving the sun rest instead.

rain~~
working list washed by it,
to clean the brain from dust and dirt,
water drops with the breezing weather,
make memories an auto refresh.

rain~~
peace is working carefully,
wars are falling to a sleep,
new idea popping for a stand,
plan searching for a better.

rain~~
it's a perfect whether for the rest,
no pain felt when it came,
calms and colds no worry it give,
wishing to take a walk with the rain.

rain~~
step by step with the rain,
not to anywhere from anywhere,
just a feeling dragging into it,
from a force that can't be resist.

rain~~
time pass by through the rain,
running running end never came,
colours pay a visit from the top,
falling and falling comes an end.

what to do in life?

2009-04-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

what will you do in your life time?
there's is the basic one(from small),
1st thing, wake up, open your eyes to see the world today
and forgot the fantasy world you dreamed of.
Then is the usual routine,
brush your teeth, watch your face, excreate unwanted waste,
later, prepare and eat your breakfast,
fill your school bag with books according to time table given.
Go to school, learn how to live.
Then is the big time of your life. exam~~
Kindergarden is soon over,
linked to primary school,
which the fun time begin,
for me, learning at Khai Chee was a total fun but needs hard work,
they give homework up to 30 daily,
40 homework for weekend.
Like ying got yang,
activities occur almost every week,
fun time always going on,
then the exam from government, UPSR
actually not so big(used to be).
Ok, fun time over,
now need study cos secondary is all about study.
not so, homework is is cut half and more,
teachers stop teaching(some),
still can play, online, psp, ps2 games and so.
Now, form 5,
is a totally different.
Thinking of future, Collage need koko mark,
join anything that is possible,
be as active as you can,
then come the headache one,
after joining, work must be done,
and it's not easy,
plus, there's project, subject that need's to be focus,
thus, i added a extra subject.
exam all over the week,
1st comes the intervensi, then intervensi again,
soon follow by diagnostik, trial, and SPM.
is only numbers of days that's different.
the last year of secondary,
friendship won't last long after that,
once in life time, need a companion,
a partner, supporter, need a chase.
Life starts changing,
online games gets boring,
bloging and viewing blog start getting interesting,
msn that is less on before starts using.
News becoming interesting,
skills starts learning,
image starts developing,
status must maintaining,
talks improving,
body starts running,
fun time starts falling,
pressure coming,
times running,
survival happening,
independence growing,
memories starts refreshing,
a whole new life beginning.
~life~

SongS

2009-04-28T13:42:00.000+08:00

there's song which i like,
there's one which i couldn't forget,
is call 'cry on my shoulder',
this song is so touching,
here's the lyric,

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you wait for love when you're alone

If you call your friends the light is hold

You can run away but you can't hide

Through the storm and through the lonely night

Then i show you there's a destiny

The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

If your sky is grey, oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh, just call me and I make your day

When the night are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

(what will love can do)x4 (love can do~)

I also listen to Japanese song,
they are awesome,
there's one called 'first love' ,
this song touched my heart,
here's the lyric,

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

additional math + akaun intervensi test

2009-04-27T13:28:00.000+08:00

add math, akaun? aiya, no need revise de la.
exam paper is given,
at first, quite easy, so i do it slowly,
then is getting more complicated,
but is still fine, till i watch the time,
oh~~~~no~~~~, 30 minutes left,
i still got 6 long~~~ question and 2 graph to do,
that 30 minutes was a rush,
then there's questions which feel like easy,
but i forgot how to do. damn
2 minutes left, and I'm done till last 2 question,
i rush and rush, times up, and i can't finish last 2 question,
my brain was spinning after that,
never mind, is over liao,but still, i'm thinking of it.
then akaun exam,
i did some reading,
times up, but where's the teacher?
the teacher was 10 minutes late eventually,
who cares, start late end late only,
1 question for 1 hour,
easy piece, but i feeling a bit headache,
starting, by looking the paper seems easy,
then i do it slowly again,
times running out,
my only choice is only simply do it without thinking,
( i usually thinking how to do the question even i know how to do it, my precaution)
i rush and rush, the akaun is still not balance,
i still have about 5 minutes or less,
oh my god! i left a akaun undo,
i quickly add the akaun into my answer sheet,
it was a rush, akan is still not balance,
damn!!
so i starting to add something inside to make it balance,
i done it, is balance!
but still, is a false akaun,
times up, pass up the exam sheet,
i thought i finally free from exam tension,
no it get worse, my head feels like being hit by a hard rock,
all i can think is numbers and numbers,
and later got tuition akaun. yawn~
Is a real dizzy day, i cant sleep well,
my head is still pain.
why me?

L Nature of Life

HOLIDAY

Is it right to death???

CAR KEY

BIRTHDAY~

CH 3day 2 night

Emm...

Sick..

WooHoo~~

Freak daysss...

After exam

waves

Finally..

TODAY~~ crazy jor..

life

holiday!!!

No idea what's happening...

T.T

Post~

Passed~~

LLLOOONNNGGG day~

27th March~

life...

14-1-10

BC

Year 2009 September Day 6..

Twitter^^( poem ft. life brief candle)

**taekwondo exam**

...National service...

- -101%- -

publicity of Mid-autumn Festival evening party

- -teacher wedding- -

Holiday

Finally Free!! Fight!!

-exam-

mathematic

zzz not a day zzz

-.-library at my house-.-

!!!Global warming!!!

*_Dreams_*

-rain-

what to do in life?

SongS

additional math + akaun intervensi test

taekwondo exam

_Dreams_