-rain-

rain~~
natural phenomena god created,
being hated or wishing for it,
tiny tiny felt with it,
others livings depend on it.

rain~~
changed your plan because of it,
outdoor activities cancel so be it,
tv and computer needs to close,
avoid the hit by falling thunder.

rain~~
road turn wet, sky went darker,
drop by drop falling from the sky,
thunders come out for a plays,
leaving the sun rest instead.

rain~~
working list washed by it,
to clean the brain from dust and dirt,
water drops with the breezing weather,
make memories an auto refresh.

rain~~
peace is working carefully,
wars are falling to a sleep,
new idea popping for a stand,
plan searching for a better.

rain~~
it's a perfect whether for the rest,
no pain felt when it came,
calms and colds no worry it give,
wishing to take a walk with the rain.

rain~~
step by step with the rain,
not to anywhere from anywhere,
just a feeling dragging into it,
from a force that can't be resist.

rain~~
time pass by through the rain,
running running end never came,
colours pay a visit from the top,
falling and falling comes an end.

what to do in life?

what will you do in your life time?
there's is the basic one(from small),
1st thing, wake up, open your eyes to see the world today
and forgot the fantasy world you dreamed of.
Then is the usual routine,
brush your teeth, watch your face, excreate unwanted waste,
later, prepare and eat your breakfast,
fill your school bag with books according to time table given.
Go to school, learn how to live.
Then is the big time of your life. exam~~
Kindergarden is soon over,
linked to primary school,
which the fun time begin,
for me, learning at Khai Chee was a total fun but needs hard work,
they give homework up to 30 daily,
40 homework for weekend.
Like ying got yang,
activities occur almost every week,
fun time always going on,
then the exam from government, UPSR
actually not so big(used to be).
Ok, fun time over,
now need study cos secondary is all about study.
not so, homework is is cut half and more,
teachers stop teaching(some),
still can play, online, psp, ps2 games and so.
Now, form 5,
is a totally different.
Thinking of future, Collage need koko mark,
join anything that is possible,
be as active as you can,
then come the headache one,
after joining, work must be done,
and it's not easy,
plus, there's project, subject that need's to be focus,
thus, i added a extra subject.
exam all over the week,
1st comes the intervensi, then intervensi again,
soon follow by diagnostik, trial, and SPM.
is only numbers of days that's different.
the last year of secondary,
friendship won't last long after that,
once in life time, need a companion,
a partner, supporter, need a chase.
Life starts changing,
online games gets boring,
bloging and viewing blog start getting interesting,
msn that is less on before starts using.
News becoming interesting,
skills starts learning,
image starts developing,
status must maintaining,
talks improving,
body starts running,
fun time starts falling,
pressure coming,
times running,
survival happening,
independence growing,
memories starts refreshing,
a whole new life beginning.
~life~

SongS

there's song which i like,
there's one which i couldn't forget,
is call 'cry on my shoulder',
this song is so touching,
here's the lyric,

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you wait for love when you're alone

If you call your friends the light is hold

You can run away but you can't hide

Through the storm and through the lonely night

Then i show you there's a destiny

The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

If your sky is grey, oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh, just call me and I make your day

When the night are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

(what will love can do)x4 (love can do~)

I also listen to Japanese song,
they are awesome,
there's one called 'first love' ,
this song touched my heart,
here's the lyric,

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

additional math + akaun intervensi test

add math, akaun? aiya, no need revise de la.
exam paper is given,
at first, quite easy, so i do it slowly,
then is getting more complicated,
but is still fine, till i watch the time,
oh~~~~no~~~~, 30 minutes left,
i still got 6 long~~~ question and 2 graph to do,
that 30 minutes was a rush,
then there's questions which feel like easy,
but i forgot how to do. damn
2 minutes left, and I'm done till last 2 question,
i rush and rush, times up, and i can't finish last 2 question,
my brain was spinning after that,
never mind, is over liao,but still, i'm thinking of it.
then akaun exam,
i did some reading,
times up, but where's the teacher?
the teacher was 10 minutes late eventually,
who cares, start late end late only,
1 question for 1 hour,
easy piece, but i feeling a bit headache,
starting, by looking the paper seems easy,
then i do it slowly again,
times running out,
my only choice is only simply do it without thinking,
( i usually thinking how to do the question even i know how to do it, my precaution)
i rush and rush, the akaun is still not balance,
i still have about 5 minutes or less,
oh my god! i left a akaun undo,
i quickly add the akaun into my answer sheet,
it was a rush, akan is still not balance,
damn!!
so i starting to add something inside to make it balance,
i done it, is balance!
but still, is a false akaun,
times up, pass up the exam sheet,
i thought i finally free from exam tension,
no it get worse, my head feels like being hit by a hard rock,
all i can think is numbers and numbers,
and later got tuition akaun. yawn~
Is a real dizzy day, i cant sleep well,
my head is still pain.
why me?