31-1-10
a day..
finally going church...
then usual...
eat...
saw biao jie family...
saw nephew and niece..
all so big already...
make me feel old...
haiz...
then my step mother came visit...
i at room sleep..
then go shop..
simply buy a shirt and pants and shoe...
eat out like always...
then go visit cousin big house...
big big house...
but cheap...
cousin husband so smart...
buy furniture from china,
which cheap and beautiful.
i wonder will it last??
lets see later.
back and rest..
tomorrow need work again...
day off end..

30-1-10
nearing chinese new year,
besides more work,
nothing else i can expect...
only off a day...
rush hour till almost 5....
very rush...
water everywhere make it worse...
everyone work today,
a full house.
besides that...
nothing more....
then close shop...
take steel bar and on it..
so heavy...
like got 50kg or more...
make my finger shake....
very pain....
not just that...
pain everywhere...
everywhere...

29-1-10
today... i saw old friend again....
nice day starting work.
then no work.
nice??
then...
nothing to do...
nothing...
then at night...
two thing,
first,
that racism malay..
not so racism afterall,
just an easy fire up guy,
half mat rempit,
that's all,
he going to quit..
more good...
second,
the new casher...
a malay girl.
speak chinese to me...
@.@
as i aspect,
primary in chinese school.
then rush hour start...
then i meet someone familiar...
i can't remember..
until...
she ask me did i still remember me,
your kinder-garden bahasa melayu teacher.
so i remember..
remember the photo...
i have grown so much actually...
life pass away so quick...
one-third of my life passed...
bye bye...
i'm getting older...
so does my computer...
must move on...
new computer!!!!
joking for now...
will later...
haha...
perhaps....
maybe....
emm...
night....
zzz...

26-1-10
h.p. still no news...
getting tired....
...
nothing much else special or so....
sleepy.....
27-1-10
no news...
nothing.....
tough but boring life....
haiz....
why me...
and my computer...
got problem....
why time pass so slow when don't want to...
fast!!!
28-1-10
thursday.....
what a day...
the malay starting to be inpatient....
war is near....
will i lose???
i think so...
i always weak....
who care anyway???
i won't been work his time for long...
but on other hand...
i still miss my h.p.
i've been inform that need wait looong...
long...
bye bye today...
bye...
fast pass...
pass....
4hour only left to pass today...
and my computer wire...
stop malfunctioning...
stop...

23-1-10
what a day...
i rush 2 things...
things of many complicated things...
exam..
hp...
work...
tactics ...
so much pressure...
but i got a cure...
i got a support..
is the same support i get to overcome spm successfully..
618... i will never forget that.
and other friends support...
i miss secondary... miss 5BIS,
miss pn.noran, pn.salmah,
pn.haslina, mis tan, mis mang,
koperasi teacher,
catur teacher,
ninja turtles,
and more....
i miss.....
miss so much....
even so....
i move on..
i will..
i'm moving on...
be more wiser...
more outsmart...
gambatae!!!
24-1-10
wake early open computer?
addicted??
no... i testing undang test,
score only 42 correct,
i fail!!!
i eat,
then pack and go wait outside government exam shop,
wait... wait...
till 8am...
no one open shop,
i wait... so nervous...
some more got pressure from everywhere,
can't study well,
everyone of my friend score very high,
but every time i test myself i fail,
why???
till 8.30am,
finally,
enter,
give ic,
wait,
called,
got 20 computer only,
but 13 of them can't operate,
so left 7... lame...
i get no.4 computer,
lucky number???
i guess not,
i can't start my computer,
i asked worker there,
they can't fix,
i keep waiting,
while other taking exam already,
waiting,
waiting,
can't!!!
he call my go out first,
then i wait,
am i doomed??
i can't use any other computer since i register on that computer already,
maybe...
then i see him angrily fixing computer,
and finally,
i can take exam on that computer,
then i take the exam,
i practice in bahasa melayu,
but there i accidentally press english,
i'm totally finished??
luckily i know english well enough to translate to malay,
i got 2 question i totally don't know,
i just shot,
then end,
summit,
my score is 42/50 at first,
huh??? i fail???
then below says pass..
but why???
then i see again,
42/50 is passing rate,
not my score,
then i see above 42/50,
there's a tiny 50 there,
wow...
i score full,
distinction...
so good,
nice,
can go listen 6hour boring talk already.
yes!!!
i waited for the talk...
it was nonsense...
then long break and resume back at 2++.
but end earlier at 3.30.
not even 6hour...
who care,
i almost run out of battery,
lucky for me...
haha...
but wait the trainer come fetch took away half hour,
then walk home from shop,
and run a bit,
for battery sake...
i tired,
some more last night no sleep well,
i fell asleep...
sad.... of something...
...sleep...
25-1-10
working again...
very sleepy...
lucky no much work...
but injured my hand and leg...
pain...
itchy....
not much customer...
sleepy...
home...
...

19-1-10
after making cimb acc,
starting to work...
no...
not again...
my h.p....
noooo......
i need help.....
....
.
.
.
20-1-10
life is so cruel....
racism....
hate.............
HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid job....
i should go for other choice.....
stupid idea working here...
STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.
.
21-1-10
i need to adept into it,
be patient,
act innocent,
focus on other stuff,
outsmart others,
find a solution,
i ow some people,
dept that never can pay back,
thanks~

22-1-10
day off,
rest...
borrowed a h.p.
i'm alive....
get the number that i need,
i'm reborn,
hopefully,
i can stay up the fight,
support me,
two more month till end of reality,
end!!!!

17-1-10
second day shop open,
customer not so many as yesterday,
but still can earn 5 figure.
is a very busy day also,
the store was a mass, still.
18-1-10
not much customer,
and the store almost got free space,
my hp dropped because of some incident,
not my fault,
the screen blackout,
i down and walk out of the shop silently,
go hp shop ask,
need wait 1 or 2 day to check,
i need it now!!
walk back get tegur,
i sit aside,
like a baby,
so long never been a baby again,
rare,
but after awhile,
everything back to normal,
even my hp,
i was glad,
tings not in my expectation after all.

16-1-10
today was 99speedmart opening,
so far no ceremony or event,
only decoration and a indocafe promotion in front of the shop.
maybe because is a small franchise so no cut ribbon or so.
i didn't expect many to come shop,
the customer today is 603 people,
some came twice,
some doing market research,
some comparing with their own shop,
while others come pay a visit to shop and employee,
like my friend,
got wei zhang, yeong leong, poh seng, khai chee x-classmate,yoke wei mom,
my mom and stranger.
some wanted to do business,
like fat ma boss, some warong nasi lemak seller,
and so on.
on the first day,
a customer step on cat shit into the shop,
it smell badly.
after close shop,
manager making note for accounting purpose,
and the total sale is over 12k cash, wow. .0.0
even got some people return stock because of the small rule there,
that is every Saturday plastic paper need pay,
they follow selangor government recycle campaign,
and because this shop headquarter is at there,
some support the way even they need pay,
they actually like the campaign and ask why not occur everyday
so people will bring recycle bag and not waste plastic bad.
By the way,
all this branch own by only one boss,
a quite young oku Chinese,
unbelievable. o.o
quite busy after noon.
leg pain after work,
so straight go sleep after come back and bath.

15-1-10
not a usual work,
i didnt not do anything morning,
just re-tag new price,
not much actually,
everyone is decorating shop,
making sure everything goes in order,
afternoon when eating i meet someone,
actually we dont know each other very well,
but we are from same primary school,
after all graduate from that school,
even rarely know also like know for many years already,
i wonder why, maybe the reality was too wild for us yet??
back to work,
i only loafing around making work,
not doing work,
and get scold by some stupid cashier who want go home earlier,
is impossible actually,
she still in her own world.
crazy job end at 9.
i need work tomorrow earlier,
so good luck for me starting to work my real job,
not setting shop anymore.

14-1-10

2days left to end setting nightmare,
because of the store packed,
the order list for today stock are few,
so no much work of tag price,
but more work on arranging store room,
rarely have a walk way,
so hard to do actually,
before work,
we are inform that the biggest boss is coming from klang,
the one with a wheelchair,
it was a rush hour after the news spread out,
the store is no longer able to rearrange
since all outside extra stock wanted to move in
so that the boss wont get angry.
we check out and eat first,
when i buy top up card and wanted to top up,
someone sent me credit,
not a small amount,
i called up,
is a malay,
i dunno why but anyway, i really need it now,
so, thanks??
when at mamak restaurant behind,
i didnt call drink and only eat a bowl of rice and vegetable,
the waiter keep wan me to drink,
they even insult me,
but what do i care, i got my own drink.
but i wont go there eat anymore,
that shop dunno how treat customer.
there's a new casher, she was a malay,
but she was not proud,
she remind me of my babysitter,
she help me fight back the mamak.
her size was big,
people insult her she don't really mind,
then i check back in,
after awhile the store turn silent,
then i only realize that the boss arrived,
it was a bit scary since i dont have anything to do,
i saw him pass by,
he was a wheelchair guy,
young but not so handsome,
about 40 years old only,
he did not get angry of scold any people,
he only give advice and loafing around,
then gone,
back to to work,
til 9pm only finish,
one tiring day gone~~~

12-1-10
the day is as usual,
but over time keep increasing,
the store was a mess since they order wrong item,
wanted item not arrive and unwanted arrived,
packed the store, check out at 8.30pm,
i was super hungry since i ate a little this afternoon,
i was a bit dizzy, sleepy,
i even sleep at work.
but not long.
13-1-10
today was a disaster,
i didnt have enough sleep,
my joint was pain,
i still fell dizzy,
but i have to work,
no work no income,
this time afternoon i eat more,
got beef got vegetable with rice,
all in a big amount.
over time longer again,
i reach home at 9.15pm,
then eat and bath and straight go sleep...

9-1-10
wake up, go work,
no work. o.o
why??
no intake, no new stock,
more worker coming in,
thought many work,
end up some lost some sleep,
i walk out,
chat,
nothing do,
go back home early.
eat, on9, tv.
~end~
10-1-10
1st day off,
wake up at 6am,
later go church,
eat, come back on9,
eat, exercise a bit, on9 again.
sleep later.
11-1-10
suddenly three truck with loads arrived,
checking stock normally till twelve noon done,
today till 3pm,
eat lunch at mamak behind speedmart,
back to work later,
all the usually lazy worker suddenly rushing to finishing the work,
cctv worker to their wiring,
we to stocking,
some tag price,
some renovate walls and racks,
work work work till 8pm one guy take photo and done.
go home,
worse day i ever had...

7-1-10
another routine, wake, go work,
get hurt and pain,
but come back late today,
extra work to do.
wait sister finish use computer,
but her no mood,
scream at me when i wan cut in awhile,
i also turn no mood,
i say give up and tomorrow early morning only open,
dont want fight with her.

8-1-10
wake up at 5am to online,
accidentally woke mom,
who care, i so no mood,
i do what i like. huh!!
than sleep back at 7.30am
wake again at 9am to eat and go check in useless job,
i just want to get salary and when near mei,
when school open i resign.
then,
bye bye 99speedmart.
part time there while study?
dont want,
work with stupid malay was crazy,
they are lazy yet like to bully,
give all their job to noob.
luckily got a indonesia senior hard working,
and a temporary newcomer malay that is not bad also,
and a ok ok manager.
but one bad habit of all of them,
they simply smoke inside,
smelly.
i run outside when i got no job to do.
lunch time waste rm5 eat,
i'm very hungry so is worth eating.
because the shop is still setting up,
my job was a few times heavy then i was suppose to do.
yes, when setting up,
there will be more worker then usual,
but some no use senior so lazy,
so round up real worker only got 4,
me, manager, hidayat, and an indonesia senior.
i finish work at 8pm,
come back a mess,
smelly, dirty, scar everywhere on my hand and arm,
i haven't bath, now online writing this,
my dairy today end with bath and sleep.
huh~ zzz

6-1-10
wake up at 7am, on9,
argue wif mom,
go work at 9.30am,
new experience,
nothing special actually,
just move stock,
tag price,
arrange stock,
hard work actually,
when got heavy load,
someone in there told me got more heavy load waiting me to carry.
scary~ O.O
rest at 1pm,
i go eat chicken rice and drink teh c ice, cost rm5,
come back stall see they all eat bread.
next time i bring bread go there eat. o.o
no need waste money.
chat with other workers awhile,
they say surprise to see a Chinese work as store keeper.
huh,
this mean mostly Malay worker
or they work at Malay housing area before come here help. o.o??
until got local resident work here,
i'll be working with them.
continue work at about 1.30pm,
cut myself, only several small wound, nothing special.
mop floor before end my work,
punch card at 5.30pm.
walk home...
wait! i forgot my bottle o.o'''
luckily the current supervisor is good enough to open the door again,
i took my bottle and walk home,
reach home at 6pm.
6.19pm, hn only call me,
but i started work at another place,
and no transport to go kepong hn work,
so, sorry la~ although the salary for work per hour is more than here,
but round up a month was lass since here i work full time first.

3-1-10
as usual, wake up go church, eat, shop,
mom need drop by her wad awhile,
then go interview at hn kopitiam. fail~~~
then a call from kfc 4 interview, they wan constant worker...
on9 then tv then sleep... boring~~
4-1-10
No life...
5-1-10
planing take undang test at shop,
turn out there computer can't boot,
take cd home n play,
score 82 at my first trial,
fail... taking tis exam over and over again very sien...
interview 99 mart..
not interview, get employed.
rm750++ full time,
work what???
store keeper.
what is store keeper,
store bodyguard+carry and move loads~
rough mans job =.=
anyway, no one want to employ me,
so take it.
can train muscle also.
and fulfill promise. =)
job starting tomorrow,
maybe life begin tomorrow,
maybe not...