23-1-10
what a day...
i rush 2 things...
things of many complicated things...
exam..
hp...
work...
tactics ...
so much pressure...
but i got a cure...
i got a support..
is the same support i get to overcome spm successfully..
618... i will never forget that.
and other friends support...
i miss secondary... miss 5BIS,
miss pn.noran, pn.salmah,
pn.haslina, mis tan, mis mang,
koperasi teacher,
catur teacher,
ninja turtles,
and more....
i miss.....
miss so much....
even so....
i move on..
i will..
i'm moving on...
be more wiser...
more outsmart...
gambatae!!!
24-1-10
wake early open computer?
addicted??
no... i testing undang test,
score only 42 correct,
i fail!!!
i eat,
then pack and go wait outside government exam shop,
wait... wait...
till 8am...
no one open shop,
i wait... so nervous...
some more got pressure from everywhere,
can't study well,
everyone of my friend score very high,
but every time i test myself i fail,
why???
till 8.30am,
finally,
enter,
give ic,
wait,
called,
got 20 computer only,
but 13 of them can't operate,
so left 7... lame...
i get no.4 computer,
lucky number???
i guess not,
i can't start my computer,
i asked worker there,
they can't fix,
i keep waiting,
while other taking exam already,
waiting,
waiting,
can't!!!
he call my go out first,
then i wait,
am i doomed??
i can't use any other computer since i register on that computer already,
maybe...
then i see him angrily fixing computer,
and finally,
i can take exam on that computer,
then i take the exam,
i practice in bahasa melayu,
but there i accidentally press english,
i'm totally finished??
luckily i know english well enough to translate to malay,
i got 2 question i totally don't know,
i just shot,
then end,
summit,
my score is 42/50 at first,
huh??? i fail???
then below says pass..
but why???
then i see again,
42/50 is passing rate,
not my score,
then i see above 42/50,
there's a tiny 50 there,
wow...
i score full,
distinction...
so good,
nice,
can go listen 6hour boring talk already.
yes!!!
i waited for the talk...
it was nonsense...
then long break and resume back at 2++.
but end earlier at 3.30.
not even 6hour...
who care,
i almost run out of battery,
lucky for me...
haha...
but wait the trainer come fetch took away half hour,
then walk home from shop,
and run a bit,
for battery sake...
i tired,
some more last night no sleep well,
i fell asleep...
sad.... of something...
...sleep...
25-1-10
working again...
very sleepy...
lucky no much work...
but injured my hand and leg...
pain...
itchy....
not much customer...
sleepy...
home...
...