BC

finally, no more exam, spm finished.
but, i cant do bc well without some help,
1stly, C.Tan who teaches n encourage me to keep on study,
C.Mang who is my bc teacher in class,
miss Tong who spent her time on my bc,
tutor me until the last day,
and also supportive friends,
thanks everyone. =)

Year 2009 September Day 6..

0000...My brain tell me I'm in a dream,
but...I'm very sure I'm awake.
Working on few pieces of paper,
filled with pattern and colours.
Taking notes of subject,
with extra info on it.
Waiting a massage,
although I already know,
it wont be happening when dreaming.

0030...Physically gone worse,
without clearing anything,
I hit my sack.

0655...Leaving the comfortable sack,
to hit a hard rock.
How stupid it is...
A quick wash,
which doesn't help on anything..
A quick breakfast, crunch with milk,
which is fast but doesn't break.

0715...Departed to hit the rock.
is in a dream,
all the way to the rock.

0730...It started with a soft rock,
still...a rock is a rock,
hardness is always there.

(Estimated)
0740...A hard rock tumbled.
Went wild in silence,
resulting a pain in certain part.
Still, I'm not awake.
Lying, while hitting,
not a very good site.

(Estimated)
0845...Finally,
wild rock put to a stop,
a very very long stop.
Even though it stop,
Not hitting, but still lying,
unmovable almost.
Mean while,
wild rock turned soft,
so soft, like a sack,
the dream goes more deeply.

(Estimated)
0910...Hitting rock again,
seems hitting,
but actually it doesn't.
Only others did,
struggling with all they have.

(Estimated)
0920...Hard rocks left,
left a soft rock.
But not hitting it,
so to leave the dream.
The sounds of music roared,
thus aid the process.
soon...
all rocks left...
I'm well awake.

1005...A ticket leaving rocky mountain seen,
but turn out ticket was for bus no.11.
The bus led back to lands of dreams,
in a very dangerous form,
that may led to forever dream land.
But...
with words with me,
even though it does not encouraging,
it still does in other point of view.

1035...Words starts encouraging,
a deep visit to dreams land,
and calling back afterward,
so that it cleared all,
and it did.

1150...Dejavu!!!
With a switch of job,
it happen again.
Then...
... ...
... _ '
... ... 'logging...

Twitter^^( poem ft. life brief candle)

Too-busy, and too-busy, and too-busy,
busy in this sphere earth from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
But all ours yesterday will worth lighted,
The way to live joyfully. In, in, joyful life!
Life's but a walking heaven, a main player,
That work and fill his hour upon the world,
And then is heard in legend; it is a tale
Told by a descendent, full of tears and joy,
Signifying memories.

Because I'm busy,
so I will be less blogging.
But I found a solution,
a web worth appearing,
that's twitter.
But don't think twitter is meant for lazy people,
it is meant for busy people who still wan to record some event down,
so a joyful memory won't forget,
that's why I started twitter. =)

**taekwondo exam**

After months of training,
is finally time for my exam.
This is my 6th exam,
so far I didn't fail any of them,
and I hope to pass the current exam,
but did I make a few mistake,
and it slimmed my chance of passing.
The exam held at SJK Kepong Baru hall,

Here's how the exam go,
there's a high ranked Master sitting in front,

he is aid by Miss, Sir and some black belt senior,
those who apply for exam will be arranged
to sit and wait behind until it reach your turn,
a instructor will be at front side to conduct the exam,

beside doing some basic technique,
those who reach certain rank will have a light sparing,
so that to examine how you apply your skill
learned when training,

There's more for those who taking exam
to reach black belt and above,
that is to break 1 inch thick board,

Here's some clip of seniors action when breaking a board.
Senior Jun Liang,

Senior Wei Yi,

I wonder is she the one who break the board
or Sir. o.o
Senior Shu Yee,

Aiyoyo,
what are you doing Yoke Wei,
can't help your **** break the board?
Just Kidding. XD
Black belt exam for 2nd dan <, performing 360' turning kick and strike,
black belt sure got many request and longer preparation.
Another black belt
performing swing kick and strike,

A powerful strike till our Sir also get the hit.

...National service...

An issue that's season cared by people,
by the people that reach seventeen years old,
people either anxiously waiting for it or avoiding it,
sometimes people think of better life with it,
but sometimes is people think is best without it,
and that includes me.

Why someone who wants to participate is not chosen,
but those who declined is gets so 'lucky'.
In a different way of point of view,
we actually wasted 3 month of time.
Anything can happen in 3 month without NS,
for example:
earning some pocket money through part-time job
travel to lots of places
wondering and enjoying the nature of the world
help to lighten parents burden
learn to drive
and so... ... ...

I'm not chosen,
but why you are?
Well, a fact is a fact.
you are the 'lucky' one,
they listed you,
maybe because they liked you.
So looks on the bright side,
a 3 month treatment of managing your weight,
and is not just for free,
you'll get RM200 in return.
There will be lots of curry
and spicy food for the whole 3 month,
so remember to drink the quantity of water
that is enough to prevent some unwanted treatment.
You've been to camps,
independent is not a big deal for you,
but still, take a good care of yourself.
I'll be waiting for you~~

- -101%- -

I just saw this meaningful note,
this note was showed to me by one of my friend when we are in tuition.
Is about 100% and 101%
Here's the note about:

First of all,
lets take a look at this 101%
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint:
What equals 100%?
What does it mean to give more than 100%?
Ever wonder about those people
who say they are giving more than 100%?
We have all been in situations
where someone wants you to give over 100%,
how about giving 101%?
Here's a little mathematical formula
that might help answer these questions.
If
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
is represented as
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26
Then,
if KNOWLEDGE=11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%
and HARDWORK=8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%
but ATTITUDE=1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%
Then, how far the love of god will take you?
LOVE OF GOD=12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4=101%
Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that
~While knowledge and hardwork will get you close
and attitude will get you there,
it's the love of god that will put you over the top~

publicity of Mid-autumn Festival evening party

WHY you should go?

because...

~there are brilliant performance~

~there 's a big stage & at least 800 free seats~

~there are some open booth tat sell food~

~there 's a mystery program~

~and MORE & MORE~

Venue : SMK Sinar Bintang

Date : 4th of October 2009

Time : 6.30pm - 1o.30pm

Clothing: sexy clothing such as mini skirt & singlet are prohibited

Ticket Fare: RM 10

(a piece of cake/ bread & a bottle of H2O included)

anyone interested?

ORDER from Weng Yee at 5 Bestari

or any BC society member

the swift-footed arrive first!

*****************************************

二年一度大型中秋晚会

为什么？ 为什么你应该参与？

只因为....

有许多好看到让你睁大眼睛的精彩节目

有一个大舞台积800张椅子

有许多售卖食物的开放摊位

最主要的是...

有一个神秘节目！

和很多很多你未发现的惊喜

地点：星光国中

日期：2009年10月4日

时间：傍晚6.30至晚上10.30

服装：谢绝性感（背心及迷你裙等等）

票价：10令吉（附送一只矿泉水及一小片蛋糕）

有谁在流口水的吗？

快向咏仪订购吧~

咏仪就在高中二B班

或任何一位你认识的华文学会会员

先到先得

迟到....

不关我事~

千万别爬墙进校园

因为...

我们会架上电篱笆~

XD

- -teacher wedding- -

Don't no how to talk =.=
see picture ba~~

our beloved teacher, the limelight girl,

the romeo who late for almost an hour...



hale king and queen of the day,

the kantin~~~lolx

our boss!!!!!!

our class teacher~~~ biology & physics~~~

before home,grap some big reunion photo~girl d~
~~boy version~~

Holiday

is holiday already?
what to do?
go out? c movie?
where comes the budget?
no income how get outcome?
or sit at home wait for tuition?
study? where got so rajin.
watch tv? tv got what show o...?
play computer? electric bil very high liao!!
sleep? not good for backbone.
what to do? holiday?
dont sound like holiday to me,
what a holiday...
well, cant predict what will happen during holiday,
it haven't even pass yet,
hopping this holiday will not be like the rest of the day.

Finally Free!! Fight!!

After tiring day and night
reading and revising for the exam,
finally diagnostic over,
freedom!!!!!!
No more tension,
no more forcing myself,
no more late night revision,
no more headache and pain,
yay~~~
But still, i need to fight!!!!!!
fight fight fight!!!!!!

-exam-

before exam >>>
near exam >>>
exam >>>
almost over >>>
over>>>

mathematic

busy busy busy
read read read
memorize memorize memorize
tick tok tick tok tick tok
+dizzy dizzy dizzy
______________________
crazy crazy crazy

zzz not a day zzz

Today.
As usual schooling day,
wake up, wash face, brush teeth,
eat breakfast, take school bag and go to school at 6.40am approximately.
Then i saw someone wearing a uniform to school.
OMG, forgot 2 bring my uniform.
I use some coin to call my mom.
School was so cheap till didn't fix public phone.
Luckly theres a teacher that always come early,
and unlike other he's friendly and good,
so i ask him to borrow his hand phone to call my mother to bring my uniform.
So he solved my problem.
suddenly, unlike usual, the school is playing songs through P.A. system.
It's was almost like a pub in the morning.
Then is the perhimpunan,
teachers give talk, but more like scolding.
Then till the most unlike teacher to talk,
the bell rang, so she stop talking because so her so call respect to bell.
Then she continue after the ell stop ringing.
Then it starts raining.
Some angry Indian kid who doesn't like getting wet shout rain and call dismiss.
But the silly teacher reply him, she say 'where got rain'.
Then the rain get heavier when she say that sentence.
Lamer...
The photo shot was today.
Usually it took 3 days to take but the new h.m wan to cut into a day.
Then the photographer last year got 2 now 1 only.
And the teachers in charge change to inexperience teacher,
teachers that's only know how to scold.
The rain delayed the proper timing of the arrangement of the photo shot.
Delay~~
Nvm, the rain does not last long.
The shot continue. At 1st,
is was smooth, until later where that's is lack of people.
Student in charge went class by class to find AJK.
Then the AJK made it, but teacher disappeared.
After searching finally, there's a teacher inform that that teacher didn't come to work.
Yawn~~
Recess time, as usual i worked at Koperasi.
Then after recess close shop count money.
Then the photo shot suppose to continue,
but those people in charge disappeared.
Another delay~~
Finally they're back after sometime.
Then teachers gone.
How to take photo without teacher.
Delay. and delay.
Ok, time for taekwondo photo shot.
We ready our place, but there's no teacher.
The head of tae. search for teacher in charge.
In the end, teacher in charge all was absent.
Except 1, but can't find her.
Nvm, someone find while we arrange our place like other.
Then storm in a news that teachers are all meeting.
The meeting end half an hour after school.
Some doesn't wan to wait went home,
while others waited uncomfortably.
Another delay~~
The one waited get teacher scold after found the teacher,
just because less member.
After meeting, some photo shot continue,
while others keep delay.
In the end,
the last delay, members not found, most of them gone liao,
find, me gone as well.

-.-library at my house-.-

When entering the main door,

there's a big bookshelf beside,

further in, beside tv, a colourful box filled with paperworks,

entering my sister room, books & papers all over the place,

another bookshelf, and a smaller beside,

my room, a table with stacks of books,

another bookshelf flooded with books,

besides bookshelf, a small cabinet loaded with books,
that's not all,

under my bed, there's boxes that contain books,
and more boxes elsewhere.

!!!Global warming!!!

Global warming occur from destruction of mankind.
factories, transports, household and construction site
produces smoke,
refrigerator and air-conditioner produces chlorofluorocarbon.
This effect the temperature to rise,
thus also break the ozone layer that protecting the Earth.
Massive sun ray that used to be blocked by the ozone layer
enter the Earth and add in more heat.
Rise of temperature will cause ice from North/south pole
to melt and flood the ocean and increase ocean level.
Rise of temperature also cause unwanted incident to occur,
such as tsunami, earthquake, change of geometry of Earth.
It is a serious matter that needs to focus and
find a solution to stop it before it get worse.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I lived in hot weather country,
hotness is nothing to me,
so global warming is just another normal hot day.
Last few days,
I experience global warming,
it's not just a rise of temperature,
it also effect your life.
Last few days, whether is very hot,
temperature raised from normal.
So what?
No, it's serious,
it makes me dizzy, a pain felt at my eyes.
I tried to study, but it gets worse,
then i tried to play online to clam down,
but all i saw was my computer screen moving,
i also tried to lay down and listen to music,
but then my ears starting to hurt.
All i can do is sleep,
but i can't sleep for 24 hours,
it makes my backbone lazier and get hurt.
So is global warming still unimportant?
No, it's a serious issue.
Think of a solution,
make the Earth better.
Earth hour?It won't help,
it only occur an hour per year.
Everyone should help,
cooperation is needed,
cure the Earth from it.

*_Dreams_*

Dreams~~
A world far beyond,
fantasy created by living creatures.

It shows what you want,
it shows what you have been,
it shows what the feeling deep within,
it shows the fear that you been hiding,
it also shows the future far beyond.

Deja vu happen because of it,
memories return because of it.

It appear when deeply fall asleep,
time pass when awake it's soon forget,
tears fall in sudden that can't resist,
smile within unleash unexpectedly.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Last night I had a dream,
It's about the past of mine,
and it shows what I wan in future.
I can't describe in details,
because memories getting blur once awake.
It's about my time in primary school,
but I can't think of it,
all I know is that it almost flooded my eyes.
Then it when a bit far to the future,
things will be clear if deja vu happen.
That time I was a grown,
in a train, I called someone,
it was a classmate from primary school,
i remember something about reunion,
then faces I saw was unknown,
those faces are funny but familiar,
i had a smile,
then something crash into my mind,
i was awake,
it was about 7 in the morning(+8GMT),
the morning sun ray,
combined with the colour of my rooms curtain,
and the cooling temperature that's feels like windy,
a surrounding that refresh my past,
my eyes starts sweating,
thinking of my past,
missed my past,
I started my day filled with memories.

-rain-

rain~~
natural phenomena god created,
being hated or wishing for it,
tiny tiny felt with it,
others livings depend on it.

rain~~
changed your plan because of it,
outdoor activities cancel so be it,
tv and computer needs to close,
avoid the hit by falling thunder.

rain~~
road turn wet, sky went darker,
drop by drop falling from the sky,
thunders come out for a plays,
leaving the sun rest instead.

rain~~
working list washed by it,
to clean the brain from dust and dirt,
water drops with the breezing weather,
make memories an auto refresh.

rain~~
peace is working carefully,
wars are falling to a sleep,
new idea popping for a stand,
plan searching for a better.

rain~~
it's a perfect whether for the rest,
no pain felt when it came,
calms and colds no worry it give,
wishing to take a walk with the rain.

rain~~
step by step with the rain,
not to anywhere from anywhere,
just a feeling dragging into it,
from a force that can't be resist.

rain~~
time pass by through the rain,
running running end never came,
colours pay a visit from the top,
falling and falling comes an end.

what to do in life?

what will you do in your life time?
there's is the basic one(from small),
1st thing, wake up, open your eyes to see the world today
and forgot the fantasy world you dreamed of.
Then is the usual routine,
brush your teeth, watch your face, excreate unwanted waste,
later, prepare and eat your breakfast,
fill your school bag with books according to time table given.
Go to school, learn how to live.
Then is the big time of your life. exam~~
Kindergarden is soon over,
linked to primary school,
which the fun time begin,
for me, learning at Khai Chee was a total fun but needs hard work,
they give homework up to 30 daily,
40 homework for weekend.
Like ying got yang,
activities occur almost every week,
fun time always going on,
then the exam from government, UPSR
actually not so big(used to be).
Ok, fun time over,
now need study cos secondary is all about study.
not so, homework is is cut half and more,
teachers stop teaching(some),
still can play, online, psp, ps2 games and so.
Now, form 5,
is a totally different.
Thinking of future, Collage need koko mark,
join anything that is possible,
be as active as you can,
then come the headache one,
after joining, work must be done,
and it's not easy,
plus, there's project, subject that need's to be focus,
thus, i added a extra subject.
exam all over the week,
1st comes the intervensi, then intervensi again,
soon follow by diagnostik, trial, and SPM.
is only numbers of days that's different.
the last year of secondary,
friendship won't last long after that,
once in life time, need a companion,
a partner, supporter, need a chase.
Life starts changing,
online games gets boring,
bloging and viewing blog start getting interesting,
msn that is less on before starts using.
News becoming interesting,
skills starts learning,
image starts developing,
status must maintaining,
talks improving,
body starts running,
fun time starts falling,
pressure coming,
times running,
survival happening,
independence growing,
memories starts refreshing,
a whole new life beginning.
~life~

SongS

there's song which i like,
there's one which i couldn't forget,
is call 'cry on my shoulder',
this song is so touching,
here's the lyric,

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you wait for love when you're alone

If you call your friends the light is hold

You can run away but you can't hide

Through the storm and through the lonely night

Then i show you there's a destiny

The best things in life they are free

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

If your sky is grey, oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh, just call me and I make your day

When the night are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes, I show you what will love can do

(what will love can do)x4 (love can do~)

I also listen to Japanese song,
they are awesome,
there's one called 'first love' ,
this song touched my heart,
here's the lyric,

Saigo no kisu wa
Tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Anata wa doki ni irun darou
Dare wo omotterun darou

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugokidasou to shiteru
Wasuretakunai koto bakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anata wo omotterun darou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You are always gonna be my love
Itsuka dareka to mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii love song
Now and forever

additional math + akaun intervensi test

add math, akaun? aiya, no need revise de la.
exam paper is given,
at first, quite easy, so i do it slowly,
then is getting more complicated,
but is still fine, till i watch the time,
oh~~~~no~~~~, 30 minutes left,
i still got 6 long~~~ question and 2 graph to do,
that 30 minutes was a rush,
then there's questions which feel like easy,
but i forgot how to do. damn
2 minutes left, and I'm done till last 2 question,
i rush and rush, times up, and i can't finish last 2 question,
my brain was spinning after that,
never mind, is over liao,but still, i'm thinking of it.
then akaun exam,
i did some reading,
times up, but where's the teacher?
the teacher was 10 minutes late eventually,
who cares, start late end late only,
1 question for 1 hour,
easy piece, but i feeling a bit headache,
starting, by looking the paper seems easy,
then i do it slowly again,
times running out,
my only choice is only simply do it without thinking,
( i usually thinking how to do the question even i know how to do it, my precaution)
i rush and rush, the akaun is still not balance,
i still have about 5 minutes or less,
oh my god! i left a akaun undo,
i quickly add the akaun into my answer sheet,
it was a rush, akan is still not balance,
damn!!
so i starting to add something inside to make it balance,
i done it, is balance!
but still, is a false akaun,
times up, pass up the exam sheet,
i thought i finally free from exam tension,
no it get worse, my head feels like being hit by a hard rock,
all i can think is numbers and numbers,
and later got tuition akaun. yawn~
Is a real dizzy day, i cant sleep well,
my head is still pain.
why me?